Hygiene of MIND
It seems the explanation of the Self : True Self in the previous post was not enough or messy.
So, I need to clear the mess in the better metaphor. 🙂
Looking through the Buddha’s teachings, long since I’ve been thinking the Psychological profile
of Buddha and realized, to think Buddha as a Guru of religion will miss the point.
If we think his mind-set like a scientist or physician, it would be
far easier to understand what he taught.
And it would explain more, why the Buddhism having such character, not like a religion nor philosophy.
Just see the very blunt words of his Four noble truths ” Life is suffering —-” are not a kind of words from
would be a savior trying to be very popular, but more like a doctor diagnosed a cancer, telling the truth.
Why ? —– Because in his Enlightenment, Buddha saw the Dharma is the rational mechanism,
like the Science, not a mythical mambo-jumbo. —
And he was able to see even the invisible. (Say, Micro Karma inside of our subconscious and unconscious
physiological dynamics reacting to the given environment / stimruos, moment by moment. So that, his
teachings of the Noble Eight fold Path are to curb the possible cause and environment in the first place ).
This was the reason Why Buddha ordered his disciples to see the things include the Self and
think by themselves, not blindly follow what others say (its mean even the word of Buddha,
teacher, scripts). Buddha’s contemplation to settle middle way, away from the extreme, such as
extreme austerity was simply based on his experience. It wouldn’t give any Enlightenment but
the illusion, bore out of tortured body and the mind ( he didn’t take those illusion as a super
natural vision like his teacher ——- he was a cool headed man = like a scientist or surgeon).
(Though, the disciples and later followers who couldn’t understand the invisible, just named it as the
” Pannya Paramita” / Supreme Wisdom, and put it in the shelf without touching since, and created
numerous fancy mumbo-jumbo story which took the idea of Hindu myth into the Buddhism. ) 🙂
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Think, Buddha was talking about the hygiene of the MIND.
Talking about the cause of illness, and the germs, how to keep cleanness to avoid the infection.
His eyes are very analytical, and thinking based on the observed facts, in very rational way.
(This was the reason, why I even felt it was the psycho–engineering.)
We ordinary folks can’t see and couldn’t guess what lies behind and causing the pain from illness.
The medical scientist knows which germs infects where and how, but not us.
Buddha saw the cause of our sufferings are lay in the infection of our Mind / the infected Self.
Since we couldn’t see the germ, it is very difficult to see how this Self was infected.
Buddha explained the cause of disorder of our Mind, like a system how the lung exchange the oxygen
and the carbon-dioxide, which we only know the superficial phenomena / breeding.
So, he explained the mechanism of Karma —– cause and the effect, which is constantly taking place
and never stop, affecting our Mind too. Hence he saw, attempt to imagine it as the static entity is wrong.
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Without knowing it was the science, and without knowing the existence of germ which
we can’t see, the past monks tried to explain what the meaning of Buddha’s teachings are.
And messed up.
The Mind looks the same but it was infected, hence the patient is suffering without knowing the cause.
So, Buddha explained the cause and taught how to cure the infection and regain the clean and
sound Mind which we were born with it on the beginning.
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Mind is the center topics in our life and the Buddhism, hence, it is having so many implications.
In relation to the Karma “static Mind couldn’t exist” and in relation to the repeating practice ( practice
is the vessel to sublimate the teachings into subconsciousness) but subconsciousness is invisible,
“hence hard to know its existence”, and in the Epistemology and the Ontology front, what is really
existing —– is it only in our Mind / or Mind itself is reliable —— is a perpetual question.
Above all, as Buddha established his view against the Vedic idea of Atman, which says
that the soul exists and remained after death, he took the firm stance, the Atman / Mind is not exists.
In deed, the idea and effect of Mushin / No-mind and its power is the center of the Buddhism.
And the Self which was imagined by such Mind couldn’t be there neither.
What really exists is the pure Mind which is in fact the Dharma, and the true Self which is
in fact a part of the Dharma too ——— they are no longer called Mind nor Self, that all.
Yet in the same time it is undeniable, whether it was deluded / infected or not, without having
the Self and the Mind’s existence, the Self and the Mind couldn’t be enlightened. ——- so,
with pragmatic reason, they are just called Mind and the Self, for convenience. 😀
——– We have to see, the Mind and the Self —— which looks the same though, what the Buddhists
talking about has the invisible difference, either it was germ infected one, or the clean one. 😀
( Trouble is, we can not see the Clean one —— because it is not existing / in theory. Ha ha ha 😀 )
———-
It is the same Mind, same Self though, its change the state, just like riding a bicycle, the person
suddenly become able to ride and gain the freedom. No one can explain why but it just happen.
In the same manner, suddenly the eyes open, and the conscious of Mind and the Self disappear,
or its become irrelevant —– effectively clear the infection 🙂
The task is in your hand, clean your Mind, and your Self germ free. (or Hinayana approach
would say, don’t bother the germ or Mind / Self all together, just get on your life ! )
This is the very path way of the Buddhism.
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PS: This wouldn’t devalue the Buddha at all ( — may demystify him a bit though ).
——I only add a line, Buddha had the eyes and the Mind of the Scientist.
——Look, all through the human history, who else could see and explain the human life
——like Buddha. He is the only Buddha. Greatest teacher to the human being in the history.
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Which DIRECTION ?
Time to time I was asked to give an advice to a friend or friend of friend etc, in all sorts ——
Some time, how to deal with family or woman to electronic circuit ——- 🙂
While talking with computer programmer, a man (say Mr.A ) told me the pressure he is feeling from
the family or relatives who expecting he should be a genius and become a millionaire.
After that meeting, while dealing with Emails I just got a thought, why not Mr.A develop an App
for mass user of such as iPhone etc —— may make him quite rich as his concept to deal with programing
is rather novel. Market system, whether its got bad name of capitalism or not, it is quite democratic,
if it is good for the people it sell. Not Mr.A not me having wishful thinking —— let the people to decide.
So, I send him short Email saying ” How about, to develop App for iPhone kind”.
Soon after, I received his reply in which he explained this and that, and mentioned ” By the way I just
have received an Email from Intel’s development director, asking whether am I interesting to take part of
their development project ” —— then I realized the time-record of his Email was —2010 8:15 — M m m ?
( I hope I’m not paranoia though, as it happened in the same time of me to suggest him, and it must be a
peculiar coincidence ) I took this as a sign and Email backed him mentioning this number
” Be honest, do what you want. Dharma is watching you “)
As he knew about this number, read of my post / 8150 Story, he replied ” Oh, dear God, SCARY !”
Exchanging the mail with Intel, he found he is not very keen with their business, and found his
direction —— not the money but to keep what he really want to do.
Which he said ” Keep my path is what Dharma directed”
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Despite popular misconception, DIRECTION is not an external menu which we can choose by will.
It is what we ourselves having in us. It is in fact synonym of the self.
Here, the source of all the misconception and confusion lies, to be true to yourself, reset your mind
to the default state, have a blank space in your mind is in fact Just to be yourself.
In most of the case, what we are thinking This is Me ——– is in fact The imaginary Self, the Role to
play or the tactical Pretence to chase a goal (such as power, fortune or delusion to be a Macho Man).
This is why, the Buddhism says, There is no such thing like the SELF ——– so-called Self is not
there, yet Buddha taught Watch it by yourself. Watch who you are. ——- If the self is not there,
Who is watching ? —— What Buddha meant was, not by such imaginary fixed figure of the Self
(as the Self is continuously changing with Karma, no still photograph exist —– You can’t capture an
image of running horse / still horse is a dead horse.(forget hi-speed camera which Buddha didn’t have 😀 )
but by the eyes, free from the conscious of self.——simply, just who you are.
—-
Unlike awkwardly dressed masquerade, the person inside is the real self who can spontaneously
respond the Situation and the feeling (unconsciously) like natural Flow. Buddha saw this ability
to respond the Karma is, it is because of the fundamental rule / Dharma.
Hence it is not the SELF but the Dharma. ——- of which everybody has inside and born with.
( As you are born with it, it is easy to be, though, strangely it is a hardest thing ——- so that, when it was
achieved it was described as a Dog Shit )
So, I’m watching what next move Mr.A will takes.
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Flow
An ologist described the 20 century is the first time ever the Buddhism was discovered as its entirety.
In certain extent I can see the point and agree with this.
All the ancient mantras were written as ” Buddha said “ —— and each sect read the certain selection of
mantras as their holy books without questioning or knowing what is the origin or relation to others.
But now, the scholars and researchers who are studying Buddhism, can see all the Buddhism scriptures
in Pali, Tibetan, Sanskrit, Chinese and modern English, German etc while reading them
in comparison or chronological order.
I’ve read may be only fraction of total volume still, when I read another translation, I realized the more
likely meaning or understanding —— and I went back to the original idea —— if it is common
to all the sect’s, it must be closer to the original teachings, and if it was far-fetched idea it couldn’t be
the Buddha’s own teachings since Buddha didn’t teach educated people but to the ordinary folks on the
street or in the field, it should be based on the common sense.
—— Buddha wanted to save the suffering people not the well off educated.
Regardless whether rich or poor, still human mind and its mechanism is common to everybody and that is
where Buddha started, and gave the deepest insight.
And those insight is what we can re–discover today as Buddha taught ” Observe it by yourself “.
And it made us even amateurs able to study by ourself in our own way, based on our own life.
( ” Follow the facts you experienced, not the scriptures ” is also Buddha’s teaching, since
everybody got their own Karma which is unique to the person, hence one’s Nirvana too )
Hence the explosion of the Buddhism / Zen blogging. And the creation of Zen blog sphere.
——-
——— I found in the Blog sphere, somebody try to explain the mind in creative front, using the word Flow.
When our mind freely flow without stuck to an idea or things we can be most creative.
Thanks to comprehensive coverage of the observation of human mind and the phenomena, by Buddhists
it is not difficult to relate this to the Flow of mind and the changing phenomena / nothing stays the same ——
hence a mind, stuck to a moment couldn’t see the truth, it needs the mind of Mushin / No-mind / Anatman.
——— And in the other spot, somebody explaining the understanding or true meaning of this No-mind.
As I wrote somewhere in the earliest post, the Buddhism is a way of the Psycho–engineering.
Not just a belief system or religion who is saying ” it might come as the God is there, if you believe” or
a Philosophy which saying ” look in this way —– so,you might able to see it in this way”
BUT ” As you can actually change your perception / mind to see this, then you will see this”
Buddhism can change you / your life, since it will change your perception / eyes and the mind.
( This is the reason why the same technique has been used for a brain wash ——- but it wouldn’t be too bad
to wash your brain clean and see the world afresh 😀 ——- it looks nicer and more peaceful. 😀
Brain wash implant yet another crocked idea though, Buddhism leave the cleaned brain to the person
enabling the person to see the world and himself by his clear eyes and make him to decide the way of life)
No-mind / Mushin is the core of the Buddhism teachings, hence it is the hardest part to understand
——– when you understand its meaning in real life, your perception has already changed.
( Your brain has washed ! ! ! )
It may sound strange though, this is the magic of the Buddha’s teaching.
And you may feel even more strange is, it is not to put or learn anything new or fancy idea
but just remove the occupying idea or view from your mind / brain ( hence no–mind or default
state of mind) and create a free blank space which enable you to see or perceive your own idea,
creation,way of life, what-so-ever in natural FLOW.
So that, strangely, it is the most easiest things to do —– as a small child is doing. 🙂
Try it your self —– safe to try it in your home 😀
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Time of Reflection
When we came to the END of something, season, road, a task or a project even a relation etc etc,
it is the time of reflection. —— WHY ? on that moment ?
As the task had just completed, ( or the relation has ended ) there is nothing left to think ahead.
So that (as our mind is not necessary accustomed to have blank moment ) our mind was forced to go back
to somewhere we have passed.
We start to think the each moment which we couldn’t forget, not only we have actually done but also
the alternative —— ” It could have done, or If only ——- etc etc.”
As it is literally a hind sight, we can see better way to do it, and different outcome —— hence a
lots of regrets. ——- sound sad isn’t it ?
Why can’t we have the life with no ( well, nothing is perfect though 😀 ) regret.
So, why not to have a moment to sit back and think ——- in advance 🙂
—
We have only one life and only one chance.
We can not repeat the same moment in different way.
This is THE reason why we have to put the full effort to the very moment / each instant.
So that, leaving no regret. ( Well, ——- in theory 😀 )
Unlike the life itself, if it was a small project, such as designing small mechanism or electronic circuit,
if it was not perfect ( or not good enough ) I remake it often from the start. ( why not, this is a feed-back )
Though, the real life is not such simple. Surrounded by so many factors and the occurrences affecting
the decision or others action of which we ourself has little control.
So, we Buddhists call it as the Karma / Fate, or even the providence of the Dharma. And, we
accept it as it is and effectively wave the right to contest it. Its mean, Buddhists have no regret.
Whether it was good or bad if it was given, there is no point to argue. If it was bad, it’s because myself
didn’t do good enough work and the Karma to back fire ——- yet no point to have a regret, but we have
to learn and do better next time. ( because, we can not change the past —— only look forward )
So, in my case, the time of reflection is not to have a regret, but to face the music and laugh. 😀
( Oh, c’mon Yoshizen, what have you done ! ! ! —— Ha ha ha 😀 —— like this )
So, Don’t make your life even more miserable with regret, just laugh at it.
( So, life is Happy —— Honest, believe me. Ha ha ha 😀 )
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Life of ONION
I have used a half of this onion few days ago and kept
the rest wrapped in cling-film, left in the fridge.
Then, when I try to use for cooking, the onion has already
started to shoot. —— m m m ? ? ?
Should I kill her, boiled alive and eat ?
When an organization of conscientious ” Green Piece ”
appealed the conservation of endangered species,
there were thousand of obviously endangered species
in the world, such as White Rhinoceros or Tasmanian Devil
which was really facing real danger of extinction. —— though,
Tasmanian Devil looks really like a devil, far from photogenic.
——– So, Seal was selected for a campaign idle. They looks so cute !
Thus able to sell the posters in millions and created huge profit. Green Peace’s tactics, just exploit the emotion
was a huge success. The people mobilized and protested, less than half of them did read the factual figure.
Yet still under the pressure of the campaign, British and Canadian Government banned Seal hunting which
cost “Green Peace” nothing. Only the hunter lost their Job. But the trouble is, those hunter was not the
sports hunter but the native Inuit, who has been traditionally hunting and eating, surviving on Seal hunting.
And those native people were forced to abandon their way of life and to buy frozen beef from a super market.
Exactly the same way to convert the barbaric natives into “civilized” people — done by the Conquistador,
but this time not by the Christianity but the another ideology or the pretext of so-called Animal right.
Still this is the main purpose of the campaign, eye-catching, appearing, BUT for quick-money soft target.
———-
Now, only four Northern White Rhino were left in the whole world. Literally one stop before total extinction.
What pushed them to face such situation ? — Its their horn. Rhino horn is the most prestigious ornament to
make a handle for the Arabic ceremonial dagger, and most sought after Chinese medicine.(after Tiger bone)
As the price of one horn is such high, hence able to make so much profit, now the poacher, dealer,
the gang network is even using their own helicopter to chase the Rhino.
Though, unlike poor Inuit hunter, Arabic or Chinese dealers, their gang networks are very difficult to
deal, even dangerous —– any obstacle for their lucrative business could be even killed. Its mean for
the conservationist, it is a bad business. —– Still, the front line conservationists who is acting almost
their own, with their own money are doing incredibly courageous work.
But, big organization is for money —– the matter is “Money rising potential of the topics” not the seriousness,
or a plight of the last remaining few animals.
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So, the value of each life is not the same at all. We are drawing very convenient line between each cases.
And we are changing our own stance / principle case by case. The same person, happen to be a
farther of a baby boy, pay so much attention to the welfare of the baby, and happen to be an active
member of an animal conservationists group, talking about the preservation of such as Wheal though
putting blind eyes to the Wheal hunting by the fisherman in the Faroe Island, yet campaigning against
the Japanese hunting. As he needs to rise the fund in the western society, it is easier to bash Japanese.
People putting blind eyes to such as Korean, Chinese are eating the Dog, other than making a joke.
During the Hindu Diwali Festival, many Awls are sacrificed as the offering to their God, (how many Awl left in
this country ?) though nobody ever talked about it. ( the pitfall of cultural / religious alienation / don’t touch)
Even a human life, before 20 weeks of pregnancy, foetus is not regarded to be a human, hence it will be
lawful to operate an abortion. Yet still, if the pregnant woman was killed, even if it was only few weeks in
pregnancy, the Court see it as a double murder.
——- So, we are having double, treble, multiple standards. We are the hypocrite in reality. Therefore,
Don’t pretend to have a Higher Moral Ground. Don’t preach others, but just do your best.
And never forget, we are in the system of hideous exploitation of other life, which we never able to justify
or wash off the blood stained hand.
——- After few minutes dithering, I chopped poor onion and made a noodle soup for me to survive.
With thanks to the life of onion, not mention the hundreds of wheat grain who has been ground
alive and made to be the noodle.
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What is the POINT ?
Somebody who read Spiritual Sound gave me a question saying
that I’m desecrating the holy spirituality.
On the surface, it may look true. But it is the main purpose of this DIY Zen Blogging.
I’m not Desecrating Buddhism or any holy belief.
To decipher the mechanism of our mind and invisible psyche in relation to the Zen is
the task what I’m doing and all about this Yoshizen Blog. —— May be I am demystifying the religion.
( I don’t need to indulge Mythical Dream, as I’ve been surrounded by too many spooky phenomena. 😀
My task is not pretend to be a kind of medium but to find out the mechanism how it is operating. )
As I wrote in the earliest posts, the repeating Buddhist’s practice is, in fact, ware-out the mind
and make the practice routine hence make the person able to do it without thinking / in Mushin.
Mushin is a state of mind, and it is nothing to do with any mythical, glorious religious belief.
To open the mind and the perception completely away from any thought, we are able to see
and able to know the truth as it is —— is what all about the teaching of Buddha.
To complete his teachings, Buddha ordered to his disciples Not idolize him or worship himself ——its
mean, to follow the Buddhist’s teachings, even a notion of Buddha / Buddhism have to be removed.
Because, Buddha knew it is the pitfall of the teachings —— even a conscious of I’m a Buddhist or notion
of Buddha would utterly negate the effects of Mushin.
Remove the conscious to be a Buddhist or the name of the Buddha, is not desecration of the Buddhism.
Since it is the very core of the Buddha’s teachings.
Simply, this is how our mind works. And this is what the Buddha’s teachings.
——
Buddha taught to remove the own thinkings to attain Mushin, in his explanation, since the basis of
own thoughts = the self is not existing.
To fully understand what Buddha meant took 500 years. Hinayana Buddhists took this to negate
the self, especially filthy part of it, smelly guts or uncontrollable genitals shouldn’t be there.
Then Mahayana Buddhists realized, if they shouldn’t be there, why the Dharma gave us in the first place.
(Not to be obsessed with it / Middle way , is a commonsense)
The function and its mechanism of our mind / psyche (dynamics of our subconscious) was designed
or given by the Dharma, and it has been refined and refined (evolved) in past billions of years.
Exactly in the same context to see the effects of the repeating practice, I described the effects of
the incomprehensible hi-pitched tone —— it makes our mind puzzle and open the mind.
I didn’t ask anybody to listen Hi-pitched tone or Mozart Miserere. I’ve just shown what is the effect of
us to open the mind and the perception. —– then you might able to touch spiritual world.
Whether this spiritual world is sacred or holy mythical world, is in your belief / Mind —– but
as the paradox of Buddhism is here, as long as you cling its idea, you can not see it.
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Spiritual Sounds
While ago I talked about the sounds which gave us a spiritual feeling.
In there, I wrote ” Something slowly moving continuous rather hi-pitch tone make us feel spiritual.”
And long time ago, when I talked about J.S.Bach and Baroque music —– not melodic but continuously
changing polyphonic sound makes our brain to stop thinking / abandon the thinking process =
attempt to figure out what this sounds mean ——- is good for the Zenist to empty the mind. 😀
——–
Unlike a visual signal, sound signal is a basic stimulus, goes directly into the subconscious.
If you encountered a scene in a huge Buddhist Temple, hundreds of monks chanting a Mantra in unison,
( I’ve listened it at Eihei-ji and Daitoku-ji. You may find a recordings of Tendai-shormyo of Enryaku-ji )
you might have felt its low voice is more of a demonic and gave awesome impact to your perception.
The Gregorian Chant in a monastery gives similar feelings but the sound is less demonic.
Then somebody suggested, how about the Gospel Song ? ——- Those musics are surely Religious but
not necessary sound spiritual as its use of normal voices range and the meanings of words’ limit the mind
to be open. One of rare exception might be the back-ground hi-pitch humming of a Gospel group Take6.
(In purely sound term, not the connotation of the songs).
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When we hear roar or beating drone like low sound, it resemble the sound of earth before an eruption
of volcano or a big predator / lion, tiger etc, we feel a fear ( instinctively ). ( Huge fearsome body
never chirp, as the resonance of big body cavity is pretty low / earth’s magma chamber is huge 😀 )
So that the lower sound is the sign of larger and more powerful body, hence used to appeal to the female
who is seeking stronger gene —— from flog to golilla. (and some human as well 😀 )
Since the lower roaring sound gives the feeling of awe and hi-pitch slow-moving tone gives
spiritual feeling, the religious organ music utilising those effect very effectively in its three-part
polyphonic composition.
So, why hi-pitch tone (when its sound slowly moves but not too melodic way) gave us spiritual feelings ?
Try this by yourself now. —– Make high-tone on your mouth, pieeeee —– then, booooo —– you must be
noticed, high-tone resonate in your head / nose cavity, but low sound resonate in your lung cavity.
Lower base sound shake your body, but hi-tone hit your head / brain though, if the sound is not
comprehensible —– not a whistle of train or alarm sound, nor soprano song —— something unknown
but as it keep hitting the brain, we just open the perception and we were nailed down just to listen.
As we couldn’t figure it out, our confidence in our ego melt away, and the mind evaporate into air.
With completely open mind and the naked perception, we started to feel, something is there.
You are standing on the edge of spiritual world.
—
Just open the perception / mind, and become totally passive without attempting to give
any own thought / thinking, is nothing but the state of Mushin in the Buddhism.
Of cause, Hi-pitched tone itself has no spirituality, it was just happened to be a typical sample
to make us feel the uncertainty which forced to open our mind / key to see the function of our mind.
And this key is showing us, No-thinking/No-mind/Mushin is the pathway toward the spirituality.
Buddha, in his ultimate wisdom, decipher this phenomenon and gave the explanation.
What beyond there is, the Dharma. —— As everybody can be hit by this spiritual sound,
its indicates the fact, everybody has its perception, and the Dharma is not beyond the sky, but
in front of us. In fact we ourself is a part of it, that’s why everybody got this perception.
Unlike the Gregorian Chant of Gospel Song which needs to know beforehand and learn what it is,
the perception toward the spirituality is inherent to all the human, Buddhism is teaching how to open
the perception/mind, and see the Dharma through its practice. ( without listening a hi-pitch tone 😀 )
—— still, one of the Zen sect Fuke-shu use the sound of Shakuhach / Bamboo pipe to reach Mushin.
—— ( though, to master this instrument is as hard as to get enlightenment ). ( Still, sound is good 😀 )
In fact, to some people, it is not necessary a hi-pitch tone, but it can be a sound of the running water,
wave sound of the sea, wind through the tree though, those sound sources are surrounded by too many
visual signals too. We may not able to just listen the sound of wave —— mind might be destructed
by a passing nice Bikini Bottom. ( Ha ha ha 😀 —– In fact, Bottom is a part of the Dharma, so, nothing
wrong with it though, if the mind was stuck with it, it break off the Mushin and stray away.
You can deal with it in Mushin, but on a bed, not on the beach. Ha ha ha 😀 )
—— Still, once got know how, it can be done in any way.
Just open the mind and perceive the Dharma. ( People describes this as Meditation )
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Return of Chilean Miner
The return of Chilean Miner is one of the most extraordinary story in resent human history.
It was an exceptional raw human endurance, and the typical technological solution of today.
( I have no idea, how to drill a hole into solid granite and hit the target 2,000 feet away. What sort of
guiding / detecting system, technology there. When Doctor insert a probe through blood vessel, he can
see it by X-ray image, even in 3D. Though, can Radar does the same function towards under ground ? )
That is why the Chileans are so proud of its achievement. ” We can do this “.
In Buddhist’s view it was also the proof of that the Buddha’s insight was bang right.
——- You might say, no, they are the devoted Catholic that’s why God saved them.
I’m talking not about their God, but the Universal Dharma / fundamental nature of Human Psyche.
Even though, their motivation to go down the notorious hell mine is derived by the better money
than the other safer mine, in other words greed and the ego, yet still, if they couldn’t overcome
much more fundamental ego / survival instinct / fear of the death = negation of the self, they
couldn’t go down to the hell in the first place.
Without this State of Non-self / Anatman, they couldn’t keep the discipline / diligently follow their
leader / foreman and managed to keep peace in the utterly desperate condition.
If they were just greedy egoist, there could be easily the fight over the food ( can you imagine, just
one spoonful of tuna fish per day, under the utterly uncertainty of the fate, for 17 days ).
If , Survival of Fittest was the rule, some of them, much stronger than the leader, could have broken off
and took all the food only for them —— but no such fight occurred.
They had accepted the fate, there could be the possibility of all of them may die, one by one, still
without fallen into the madness facing the coming death, play together and kept Hope
—– waited, and waited, —— 17 days ! ! !
This is nothing but the typical sample of the Buddhism Paradox / The one
who survived was the one who accepted the death. Non-self is really the key of the survival.
And the Non-self was the foundation of the charity / kindness / compassion —— so, they helped
weakest, and ALL 33 survived together and came out the hell.
It was not the Dharma helped them.
They followed and kept the rules of the Dharma / they are the Dharma.
( You may say, why non-Buddhist could know and follow the Dharma —– Dharma is the universal Rule
therefore it rules every body, and all the human being has it in them, whether a person aware of it or not )
Congratulation.
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Poor Nature (2)
Last night, something was creeping up on my leg, inside
of trouser.—- M m m ?
I slapped it over the trouser. —— What came out and
dropped on the floor was a wasp. (By the way, I didn’t
know, the wasp here is so hairly. —– Click photo to see )
I realized, I’ve just killed a queen wasp who seemed to seek
a place to hide and wait the next spring.
I can guess, inside of my trouser must be warm and good
place to hibernate —— though —— ? , its not very
convenient place for me at all.
——— Still, it could have created a beautiful story
” A Zen Buddhist kept sitting, in order not to disturb a wasp sleeping inside of his trouser,
and waited the next spring “ —— how heart warming nice story. 😀
Don’t be jokey, I’m a convicted notorious potato killer and terminating the life potential of 40~50 Kg of
onion etc every year. I’m not such generous warm-hearted existence. I’m living on the sacrifices of
millions of another lives, not mention the billions of germs came into my body and encountered
the T-cell in my white blood.—— I wouldn’t pretend to be any special noble creature with sweet words.
I’m just an another life in the food chain and the minute part of the Dharma in this world.
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Long time ago I read a story ” A Jain holy man offered himself to a tiger and eaten by the tiger”—– ? ? ?
Was he intentionally walked into a forest to meet a tiger on purpose ? —— I quite doubt of it.
And when he was attacked, was there any another choice, otherwise not be eaten ?
I don’t think so neither. Even holy man was just a part of the Dharma. To the eyes of tiger he was just
another play —— yet as a story, we can make up anything sound nice.
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Anyhow, see the season (as the rest of wasps are dead already) and her body size, it must be a queen.
Its mean, not just a wasp, I’ve terminated her potential whole family. (and her ancestors as well)
But the question is, —— why she choose to sneak into my trouser ? There must be somewhere
another warm corner in my flat. She should know, such place was the last place to choose ?
Or am I smelly —— smell of flower ? I don’t think so. 😀
Unlike blood sucking female mosquito, most insects avoid to encounter animals —— so, was she
thought I’m a kind of furniture ? Am I 😀
Anyhow, to an unfortunate queen wasp, peaceful Nirvana for her. (I hope, she didn’t leave
a marker to branding me as a public enemy of wasp and make them to attack me next season 🙂 )
—— While I was editing this, on the other side of the world in Chilean desert, last one of 33 miners
came out from the 2000 feet deep mine. —— one small life ended here, yet 33 men were survived.
Congratulation. Viva Chile. 🙂 ( It was an extraordinary story but not just a story. It was the fact )
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Girlie Pictures
One of my bad habit is to make a collection —– in fact, too many kind of objects, from the stones
I picked up on the top of mountain to ordinary post stamp, small sticker on the fruits, one day it-might-be-
useful kind of all sorts of motor etc. And I stick those stickers on my PC, Cameras etc etc. Sigh ! 😀
So that, when I made pilgrimage of the Pipe Organ while traveling all over the Europe ——
On top of the necessary tourist information and the town map, I’ve collected the information about
the history of the church and their pipe organ —— all together more than 30 Kg. 😀
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This habit started with a collection of the insects and the plants specimen. ( If you do a lots, naturally
the skill to handle it become sophisticated. —— I received prize, many of it )
When I was a photographer, I had somewhat 50 SLR, not necessary I bought, many of them were given
by the manufacturers, as I was doing camera critics as well. —— And I have about 50 antique cameras.
(To repair those cameras and make them work —— I’ve learned the skill and the knowledges inside of it)
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So, when I got inter net connection and discovered Net photo-site, I realized it is a good collection of faces
——- literally millions of it. I found a face somewhat resembles a friend in my school time —– saved it,
then another one, and so on.
Then I started to accumulate the faces which give me a tick, somewhat pretty but not necessary beautiful
—— and started to think why ?
Looks very similar but why this one give this impression but why this one doesn’t ?
And end up, now having 30,000 photos. ( As a by-product, they are good references of body shape for
making sculpture. Though, when I made Buddha Figure there was no such reference photos, hence
his lung cage has wrong bone structure —– never mind it is not an anatomical model. 🙂 )
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Some of those female models showing identical faces in any photos, even keeping exactly the same angle.
And some others are showing very vivid different expressions in each photos.
We know, we can guess the character of the person from the face —— and even from the photos.
We only have to be careful not to speak out those observation and judgement because of the so-called PC.
Yet our preference and the attitude toward the individual is judged by the person’s face and facial
expressions / mannerism / subtle difference in the body languages, since we know it in our subconscious.
And some of the people even shows so-called aura. (No explanation.—– I only know it exist as I had seen it )
—— Whether it is politically correct or not, I can judge ” I like this photo, and save it. Oh, no I don’t want ”
I have no obligation to spare my PC’s memory for unwanted photo. —— There can not be a Buddhist’s
generosity here. Ha ha ha 😀 ( Yet I have an album of skinny bodies collection, even though I hate skinny
body but only for a purpose to see the bone structure in live posture, not by the generosity. 🙂 )
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Anyhow I just gave a thought on the assumption of, the expression on the photos reflect the
daily behaviour of the person —— as those models may one day marry to somebody and live together,
then how it would be the relation and the life there ? ? ?
Of cause, even the person who showed identical faces in all the photos has another face hidden behind.
Though, it is about her attitude —— to show only the face she believes her best and able to keep it,
this determination and the stiff will. —— How do you think if this is your wife ? As she might be a person
of principle, and able to stick to what she want, hence predictable and may be reliable, but is she stable ?
Old wisdom / Common sense says, hard stick breaks. (When its happens, spectacularly )
In comparison, the person showing wide varieties of expressions —— obviously this person has very
live perception and quick response. Surely, she is a kind of person we call Lively Character.
So, naturally we guess, even in the married life, it would be lively and joyful,—— but can she reliable ?
She may not necessary very thoughtful and may not be very intelligent, so, it needs to be the husband’s task
to pay attention. Still happy fun-full life may compensate occasional mishap or even a havoc. 😀
—— When I was asked, I’ve been giving the same advise to young man, how to look for the best woman,
” Good lively smile is good, but more importantly, look at the face when a woman expressed her disgust
—— if that face is still acceptable, go for it. Since, in the life, not every day is the happy day, time to
time ugly situation would occur, and in such critical situation, the ugliness of the face, which you have
to face, of which woman can not control, would make it even worse, so its better avoid”
(We can make up smily face but can not control the expression of disgust )
In any case, go for a type “Girls next door” would be the safe bet.
Better nothing extreme, include the tattoo. Ha ha ha. 😀
Strangely, what type of woman you chose is genetically programmed in our subconscious.
And often it is similar to your Father’s taste. Since, its gene is on the Y-chromosome which
is identical to your Father, as Y-chromosome only comes from the Father.
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You may remember your first love in your school time, suddenly you started to like somebody who all
your friends said ” Why such funny girl ” —— she was the type you were programmed to choose.
As human being was originally programmed to get marry 15 years old ( This is why in all the culture,
boy’s initiation is about 15 ) the girl you loved on that time was in fact, you were supposed to get marry.
Because it was genetically programmed choice, that love was almost chemical, nobody else understood
why this girl —– still, it was to say Dharma’s choice. So, the boy couldn’t see her objectively.
It was the unconditional true love (in Buddhist’s term, this is the Fully Minded Love and in Mushin —–
Mind of No Mind = without Thinking process ) hence regardless whether she was a funny girl, it was the
true love. —– to see a girl in objective eyes and consider the other’s eyes or to compare to Pop Idles etc
comes much later —– as the boy learns how to override the subconscious judgement / Dharma’s choice.
Unfortunately we human being had to adapt and bend this natural choice for a sake of artificially
created social system. —– And we grown up were heavily influenced by the false environment of
mass-media and so-called Thinking / social consideration etc etc.
We lost the eyes to see the truth, and lost the ear to listen the voice of the Dharma in our subconscious.
So that, to rediscover where your original taste / choice was, can be the first step to
see who your true self are. ——- (Provided you don’t waste too much time watching boobs 😀 )
So, it was interesting to see from those thousands of faces, after half century,
my own taste haven’t changed a bit.
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