Four-Leaf Clover
I know, everybody have a memory, once (or many times) looked for the four-leaf clover when we
saw the patch of ground covered by the clover. Of cause I have, and in deed I found few of them in my life.
Yet, I don’t think it brought me any better luck —— and I’m not talking about the good luck here.
( Still, this post deserve to have a title of Four-leave Clover —– you will find it 🙂 )
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When you were looking for the clover, do you remember what you were thinking ? Kind of play to the God ?
“Oh my Load, please give me a Four-Leaf Clover” —— I don’t think so. 😀
(May be you were thinking of your girl friend or boy friend —- to present the precious findings. How sweet ! )
When you are scanning the field with your eyes, I don’t think any thought was in the brain.
Eyes were just scanning and just concentrating for the task. In fact any thought would be a distraction.
And, do you believe the concentrated effort, will power would help to find it ? I don’t think so neither 😀
And if you lucky to find one, was it in the center of your eyes ? —— it doesn’t necessary so.
Quite often we find the intended object somewhere periphery of our vision.
We read the small letters in the center of our eyes, other than the center, we can’t read and understand
what was written there. So that, when we need to find a file name in the list, we have to concentrate
and pick the pattern of the word in the file name. It need to have a will to read.
In comparison we can detect the pattern which we know already in the periphery of eye field.
But this vision were controlled by our subconscious, not by our conscious will. When noticed
it’s there, we move eye-ball and capture it in the center of vision, then confirm it, Gotcha !
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When I was in my Uni’ I was asked to join the research expedition to the remote corner of Japan or pacific
islands, to help the botanist. ( As I was a member of Alpine Club, specialized in yet traced area or jungle
kind of terrain and doing botanical photography as well —– despite of I was a student of Sociology. 🙂 )
Strangely, in those occasions, many times I was the first or only one to find out the specific plant, while
going through the field or jungle. I have enough knowledge of botany but, professors knows a similar type
and so on far better, and the information I had, was only a line drawing of the plant from the botanical book,
encyclopedia etc otherwise 70-year-old dry specimen, of which the plant haven’t been seen 50 years,
kind of rare species. Everybody was amazed ” How you could see this. You must got very good eyes ”
( Though, I’m heavily short eye-sighted ) “No no, I just noticed, it looked different ” ” In 10m away ? ”
Of cause, the plant didn’t come on front of us. I had to catch it in my peripheral view.
——- In deed, our eyes or cognitive function of our brain is possessing remarkable ability.
Just learned from 2″ size line drawing to distinguish real plant ( which is not necessary having flower to
stand out ) might be akin to a Policeman to apprehend a suspect, from a vague photo-fit.
It must have a very intuitive creative work to fill a gap.
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But before work out to reconstruct the image, we need to catch it in the first place.
So, how our eyes can catch the Four Leaf Clover in distance, even by the peripheral vision.
In fact, the answer lies in this peripheral vision, and its subconscious process.
It’s all came down to the same paradox ” When you want to see, you can’t. When you abandon to
search, you start to see”. And here, the same Blanc Space in the Mind is playing the role. (Refer the Post)
If you don’t know about the Zen, you might think this is contradictive though, this is how our brain works.
Expose the perception in open-minded way, which Zenist call Mushin (Mind of no mind), the brain can
receive far more information / visual signal, and able to process them far more efficient way.
( Many years ago, I met a man who is working as a railway station staff told me “How to find a railway pass
cheat” saying ” Standing and checking the passes one by one by reading the date on the pass is impossible.
So, we just standing watching the incoming passengers. Then anyone caught eyes, we look at his / her
pass and read the date. We are reading the behavior and the mind of the passengers. Standing and just
seeing the flow of the people, still we can distinguish who is cheating, far more accurate” —– Well said :-))
——- This is why I wrote in the earliest post, ” Just walking the street. Just looking forward without focusing
any point or taking any notice of street scene, open and spread your vision from the side to side.
This is the Zen ” ( in easiest way —- called Walking Zen 😀 —– The advantage in Walking Zen is, you
can observe your state of mind from your Peripheral Vision (able to notice, both end of images are keep
moving while you walk) —– though, tricky part is, you only have to feel them without the conscious mind.
Still it is easier than to observe the state of mind of Sitting / Meditating without Thinking —–
Thinking the state of Not Thinking is pretty hard to achieve —— Make your subconscious to observe
your conscious mind which supposed to be not thinking = This is the nut-shell of Zen training —- Training
because the aim is to achieve Let the subconscious to think and deal with the life —– Because of the
subconscious is thinking but you do not notice it = Hence you are not consciously Thinking.
—– Most important point to remember is, All the thinking process was actually done
subconsciously, then, conscious consideration such as tactical maneuver, social pretence etc
intervene and mess-up the decision-making and push the life into unnecessary trouble.
Buddha’s suggestion was simple, Be straight and simple, don’t make a life complicated by
being messed up by unnecessary thought. This is what the Buddhism all about.)
So, why not try your Zenist eyes by looking for the four-leaved Clover. (Provided, if it’s there at all. 😀
Zen can not create something out of nothing. Zen can only help you to see it ) Good luck !
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Big Brother
No no, it is not meant to be THE Dharma. The size of Dharma is immeasurable.
This Big Brother is in fact small guys who is sneaking everywhere, where ever you go.
——- If you clicked my humble Youtube channel, and clicked Virtual Woman, you may see
a thumbnail of Space Hijackers title appearing right-hand column. And click that one to see a
video image —– then loads of Space Hijackers’ thumbnails appears. In one of them, Plan C
happen to have some scene of me dancing —— strangely or inevitably, what so-ever.
( I rather like to have a scene of me dancing in Kung-fu style with my fists flying an inch before
a nose of riot police, since as it was a day time, it could be a rare footage, if anyone shot it 🙂 )
Any how, I wonder the way of editing or the choice of thumbnails to appear next to each video clip.
Lots of dinosaur images appears next to my Wire Dragon, is straight forward as the title relates.
Though, what is the link of my kinetic sculpture to Space Hijackers ?
Was that just a seer coincidence or because of my link —-> yoshizen’s blog —-> Space Hijackers ?
( By the way, I’ve joined them not because of their anti-establishment activity, I was just asked to help
repairing their Tank, then I found the dance parties they are organizing are so hilarious and funny —–
” Could such decent grownups can have such crazy imaginations ? ! ! ! ” 😀 )
But, if those links has been traced by the Youtube automatic search system ——- m m m ?
I feel rather uneasy.
Google is watching all of our cyber activity word by word, hence the choice of AD appearing next
to our Email pages etc etc. —— and the Youtube are doing the same now ?
If you Tweet a word something-nitrate, you could be listed in the MI5’s potential list. ? ? ?
——— Even more disturbing development is, if you use ( or forced to use as the new system
adopted by the service provider ) RFID system, which ever it is for shopping etc, you are going
to be remotely watched.
RFID is a small radio wave responder. It react and transmit the specific code of the user, hence
it can distinguish the person. Not only for a door entry or supermarket shopping, this system is
going to be used to control the information (AD) where ever you go.
So, if you are a regular shopper of the item and the connoisseur of it, video AD in a station could be
changed and display Durex AD for you. —— How nice —— is the future is Orange ?
As the fancy devices like iPhone, iPad spread, the function of their radio wave connectivity
could be utilized yet more fancy purpose ( or malicious purpose ? ) —— who knows.
So, stay humble (or others say poor ) not to have fancy staff ( my Mob’phone is 15 years old —–
still working ) and use only small cash (no credit card) is a knack to have a peaceful life. 🙂
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State of Zen = Dharma
Through email, Jaganathan asked me pretty significant question.
” It would be helpful to know, by doing what a person in Zen can fall back into NOT being in Zen ”
In fact there was a popular misconception behind of this.
Zen or ultimate state of the mind in the Buddhism is not a newly acquired fancy addition of
the Mind. Far from it, it is just the default state (if I may use a computer term) of the mind.
( Hence, it is the a crucial marker to distinguish out a sham Zen instructor —– if he says ” You will get
something new” it is the indication of that he doesn’t know the Buddhism )
This is Why everybody has it and born with it.
This is Why all the Zen masters in the past, when he realized it, described ” It’s a dog sit ”
And this is Why a small children often shows it, even a small animal, the Nature itself shows it.
And this is Why, the Buddhism asking and asking ” Get lid of your thought (which is the products
of the complicated brain activities)” —— so, it was described as, be in the Mushin / Selfless.
Of cause, Buddha was fully aware of this. That is why he showed it by doing, not by the words.
And this was Why the followers had to follow him and mimic (and repeat as the practice) what
Buddha was doing. (so the tradition was created )
——- being in the Default state, even the perception of ” I’m seeing or listening etc ” are not
there ( hence, later description of the sense itself are not existing were appeared in the Mantras )
( You have to remember that the all the Mantras were written more than 200 years afterward by
the memories and the guess-work —— since, often with misunderstandings)
All the conversion to the categorized notions or ideas are done by the additional Thinking process.
Still, without all those conversions, our eyes are seeing. And to see it, as what we have seen in the
first moment, without conversion or additional process is what we call as the Clear view or Clear eyes.
And without the complicated brain process, which mean without any masking of the thoughts, we can
see the Dharma —– or one might say even without seeing the Dharma, but Just be with Dharma.
So, be with it —— its mean forget what you have just read here — blah blah blah, Just Do It.
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Therefore (back to Jaganathan’s question) as the Default is the basis, one can not remove it, though it
would be easily masked by any setting of thought, pretension, borrowed buzz-word, fashionable
popular idea, useless Ego, Greed etc etc, but with the price of the Karma.
That is why, stay humble, without any masking or dress-up would be better, as it will lose nothing
——- so, peace in simple life is what the Buddhist’s choice. ( Though, paying some price to the Karma
and have small pleasure may not to be too bad. —— If it was not forgiven, we human being had been
eliminated long ago.) Still, choice is yours. Don’t blame me if its happened. Ha ha ha 😀
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Worship ?
If anyone think the Buddhism is one of the religion, soon you will be realized
“If it is the religion, where is the God and what to worship ? ” —— Then you might be
realized, something peculiar or even something wrong.
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Since, on his death-bed, Buddha ordered to his followers ” Don’t idolize or worship me”
In the Buddhist’s Mantras, there is even a single line of script which described that
Buddha himself bowed to anything, exist.
Buddha respects the Dharma and its rules, though rule is just the rule.
Rule is not the God or an object of worship. ——– Gravity is one of the physical phenomena.
Its rule is absolute. No one can escape —- though, no one think gravity is God nor anybody worship it.
Dharma rules the universe though as it is not like a personified western God,
Dharma is not answerable, even communicable to the human, it is not an object to worship.
Hence, Buddha didn’t need to worship the Dharma but he just followed and lived with it.
Because of this, the Buddhism has been often regarded to be NOT a religion,
and often mistook as an atheist.
( Lots of you may think, if this is the case, what about the many Devine figures in the temple and
worshiping rituals the monks are performing ? ? ?
——- It is just because of a mix-up with Hinduism. It is not the Buddhism )
In the same kind of misunderstanding, lots of people think the Buddhist practice is a part of rituals.
No, they are a training exercise to gain a state of the mind ” Mushin “.
( DO the things without Thinking —– leave it to the control of subconsciousness / Dharma )
Darma has unknowable mystical power ——- though, it is not because of Buddhism.
Since, Dharma and the Karma are ruling anybody, regardless one’s religion.
Believe or not, everybody you too, are under the Dharma —— hence, it’s better to aware it.
To become aware it ——- you are wiser. Which we call ” Enlightened “
Buddhism itself has no mysticism or mumbo-jumbo.
Buddha’s teachings or Buddhism is the way to see the Dharma and live with it.
Following and living with it, mean more smooth natural life, hence having the Peace.
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Short POEM ( but not HAIKU )
( may be titled as ) [秋]———————– Aki / Autumn
————————ある————————–aru / one
————————雨の————————-ame no / rainy
————————朝—————————–asa / morning
————————アスファルトに————asphalt ni / on the asphalt ( pavement )
————————アシナガバチの———-Ashinaga-bachi no / a Wasp’s
————————死骸————————–shigai / dead body
————- Well, this poem was composed in my twenties when I was having evening class of
an Advertising Copy-writer’s training. ( Since, I didn’t expect Industrial Sociology BA may not enough
to go into Advertising or Publishing industry) I wanted to have a skill to compliment my photography
and I was writing lots of poems. ( Preceding to this, I was a fanatic of Jean Arthur Rimbaud )
————– In one glance you may noticed there is no subjective word / Who is watching a dead wasp.
This is a deep and long tradition of the Japanese language —– not clarify the subject word.
This is a part of the Buddhist’s culture combined with Confucians ethos.
Name Me is arrogant. Self shouldn’t be there. And name You is disrespect —— it should be only
implied by the proper use of honorific expressions. —— hence, all the HAIKU is missing subject word.
More importantly, without seen by anybody, the pavement and the wasp is still there. We were not the
designer of the world or control it —- How, Self can be there. Why we need to assert I am watching.
( Hence, lots of old Haiku is based on a man’s vulnerability, a powerless observer’s sentiment, Wabi )
Japanese has been using the same language all through the history ( well, classic style is a headache
even for me 😀 ) and having such thousands of years history with Buddhism culture in the bottom,
translate it must be a daunting task, much harder than a Japanese to read Chinese Buddhist’s Mantras.
(So, it is no wonder to find lots of misunderstanding of Japanese Buddhism and wrong translations there)
In comparison, when I read an English translation of Heart Mantra, translated from
the Sanskrit, I was rather amazed ( and disappointed ) with its clarity as there wasn’t enigmatic
[ Mysticism ] left there. 🙂 There was no mysticism in the Buddha’s teachings.
It was our own creation with over jealous expectation. (save my 8150 story. It’s not my creation. 😀 )
In the Paradox of Buddhism, mysticism never appeared where expected. Because the expectation
is a thought emanated from one’s ego —— which against the Mushin / No-Mind.
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Here another poem which I wrote when I left Japan. ( No need to have a title )
( In hind sight, this was the moment I became a Bhikku )
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美しい手紙を書こうと思った—–Utsukushii tegami wo kakou to omotta / I wanted to write beautiful letter
私は詩を勉強した——————Watashi wa Shi wo benkyo shita / I studied Poetry
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手紙ー通——————————Tegami, ittsu / A letter
母へ—————————-———Haha e / to my Mother
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ありがとう——————–———Arigatow / Thank you
ごめんなさい———————-Gomen nasai / Forgive me
さようなら————————–Sayou-nara / Farewell
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( This could be the shortest poem as it using only three most ubiquitous mundane words yet to describe
a man’s whole life. As after 35 years I still couldn’t find any shorter, fewer word could do the same.
The space inside of Zero could have whole life history and all the thought —– yet no need to talk
or discuss. Just shut a mouth and a thought. ——– it is almost like the Zen, isn’t it )
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Practice ?
There are funny misunderstandings among the Buddhists, which lead to the even funnier
misconception of the Buddhism.
Due to the each sect’s tactics to monopolize the Buddhism, each sect having their own practice,
banging a drum or chanting the name of mantra or sitting etc etc what so-ever.
But, one shouldn’t forget, they are just a mean or tool to learn Buddhist’s Teachings.
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There are hundreds of practices which bear the name ***** Dou such as Ju-dou, Ken-dou, etc.
Dou mean A Way / Pathway —– to reach Buddhist’s enlightenment.
It is a vessel to cross the other side. In metaphor, a finger pointing the moon.
With an unfortunate confusion in the English translation, the word PRACTICE was taken like
a training exercise. But,original meaning is To apply the teachings to a real situation and Do it.
Medical practice mean actually cut a stomach and stitch it —— Oh, c’mon don’t cut it for practice. 😀
To reach Olympic Medal in swimming, swimmer needs the basic training of running, push-up etc
though, no-one would think, do the running is swimming.
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Yet still, lots of self-proclaimed Buddhist believes ” As I’m chanting the name of mantra, hours
every day —– so I’m a Buddhist ” —– so, I asked ” How come, your joint (hashish)” ” Oh, with this
I can reach even higher spiritual level ” ——- m m m ?
Buddha’s followers literally followed him, And copied exactly the same what he was doing.
This is the PRACTICE. Buddha was the living sample of How to live as a Buddhist.
Buddha was not doing any training exercise. When he want, just sit and took a rest.
But never tortured his legs. ( So, he could walk by his own till 83, to his Nirvana —— in comparison,
all the Zen sect high Priests end up in wheel-chair when they got old, due to many years of torture to
the legs. —— when Master Dogen said ” Just sit ” on that time life-expectancy was mere 40~50 years,
long before the body started to show the symptoms of old age)
So,—– sitting is just sitting, take a rest ( away from the life’s all other activities / actions ) — hence,
no need to think or worry —– have a break, that’s all.
It is so funny, sitting itself was mistook as to be a Buddhist. —— No, It’s a misunderstanding to think
” Sitting is to reach the Dharma ” —— No, we are with Dharma 24 hours, every fraction of second.
Our life itself is the PRACTICE. To achieve the best in the PRACTICE is the Buddhism.
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PS: As I wrote in the earliest posts, those ” Repeating Buddhist’s Practices “ are the
training Practice to learn ” Do the things without thinking “ ( by means of ware-out the mind )
which is aimed to attain the State of the Mushin.
The Key to the Buddhist’s life is To live the life in Mushin—— hence, life is the PRACTICE to
apply the way of Mushin. And the Mushin is the synonym to the Clear Eyes to see the Truth.
Peace in a Battle field
There was a funny conversation in Email exchange ——–
” Hey Yoshizen, could you pay the cost through Paypal please”
” Sorry, I’ve been black listed by the debt recovery company,
so that, I can’t use money transfer. I only can give you in cash.”
” Oooooh, you are such a trouble maker 🙂 “
(Among the Anarchist group, Trouble-maker is the honourable title 😀 )
” Oh yah, so far I’ve made the enemies, whole Judiciary here, Japanese Embassy,
Police, Local Council, British Telecom, Virgin Media, Three G, T-Mobile and
barely having a truce with Talktalk.
So that, the Motto of the Zen is the PEACE,—— how to find a Peace / Calm Mind
while shooting 😀 “
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——– When we are in the battle field, we need to have unmoved, focused mind
and the clear eyes —- therefore the Zen is the most effective way to deal with the situation.
Dealing with the photography / how to capture the subjects, or even dancing on the rhythm, it is
the battle facing with the situation while sensing all the signals, then instant judgement and the response.
Because of the gushing torrent of the information is coming in, to put them in the clear space
in order to give detached bird’s-eye view and make instant intuitive judgement
with appropriate priority, become crucial.
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This is the reason why, the sword-masters, martial-artists even the throat-cutting share-dealers
needed to learn the Zen —– they are not chasing Nirvana or Enlightenment (too late any way 🙂 )
but needed to have ultimate efficiency managing their mind,
hence able to maximize their achievement in the life.
Do nothing, just sitting peacefully —— needs no more.
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Mulberry
Every year, in the middle of August, there will be my annual event to go to see the Mulberry tree
and eat its berry, as one of my special ritual. ( After this, it will be the Blackberry’s season 🙂 )
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There is a Japanese song called ” Aka-Tonbo ” ( Red Dragonfly, and its appearance heralding the coming
Autumn / end of the summer) —— it was dubbed as the second Japanese National Anthem.
Some Japanese expatriate would tear when they sung this, even though they may not necessary ever
eaten this berry in their life.
Song is about a childhood memory, when he (she) was piggy-backed and saw the red evening sky,
the flying Aka-Tonbo, and the memory of picking the Mulberry. ——– (sob sob)
My childhood memory itself was nothing like in the song, still when ever I saw this Mulberry tree
my thought just goes to this song. ” This is the Mulberry of Aka-Tonbo song ” ——– still, it is
almost a mystery, why this Mulberry having such significance and Aka-Tonbo song makes the
Japanese cry ——- though, it is a touchy subject I never dare to ask others ” Why you cry ? ”
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I can describe, the size and how its berry looks like (it looks similar to Blackberry —– if you click
the photo and enlarge it twice, it will be about 80% of the life-size) though I can’t tell what is the taste
and how it is distinctive. Unlike the light or sound, there is no chart to plot or even measure its
distinctiveness. (We only able to measure the strength of each taste, very strong to very weak.
But we even don’t know what sort of difference or similarity between the taste of apple and the grape)
So that, we can not objectively describe or think about the taste— Only able to detect, it’s there or not.
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Among the sensory stimuli, the visual signal is the most indirect stimulus. It detects the light
reflected on the surface of the object and the signal has to be reconfigured as a pattern in the brain
—– otherwise its signal / stimulus wouldn’t have any effect as a stimulus, as if it is not existing.
In comparison, sound signal stimulates the hearing nerve direct. As long as it’s there you can not escape.
But the sound is a by-product of something vibrating, and transmitted through the air, if we block
the air path we can annihilate its existence.
Though, taste and the smell is the direct chemical effects created by the particular monocle of
the material or ingredient, so the monocle itself needs to touches the nerve.
Second direct sensory are the touch feeling. It will be detected by the direct touch but needs to feel
and assess. So that the same stimuli of such as touching a wire-brush —— very slight ticklish feeling
to itchy feeling and if it was pressed too hard it is painful —— its dependent to the interpretation.
Some people feel even pleasure by piecing the skin by needle. (I wonder what sort of process there ?)
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The more direct the stimulus, its effect goes deep straight, even hit one’s physiology straight, since it
by-passing the process of the brain, and evoke the subconscious reaction, revive the latent
memory and hit the emotion direct, we can not control —— sob !
When a monocular of chemical which is unique to the Mulberry, touches our taste-bud, specific
signal was transmitted from there (scientists still don’t know the mechanism, is it the pattern of pulses ?
if it was the case, can computer mimic the pattern and recreate the same sensation of taste ?
or even create the similar but slightly different pattern hence new taste ? ? ? ) we perceive specific
sensation and as its sensation is unique, it will be strongly associated with its particular
situation —— hence, its revive the strong memory and the associated emotion.
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Yet, me to go and pick Mulberry is not only for indulging child memory, but I rather feel a kind of duty
to remember our humble origin. We human being came from the savannah as the hunter gatherer.
We survived while picking fruits, plant roots, sea-shell etc etc —– thanks to the nature and
ultimately the energy-source, the Sun. ——- (Fruits comes from the tree, not from Tesco 😀 )
We never created foods. We are just a sucker of the nature and a part of the food chain.
Especially to be a Buddhist, we shouldn’t forget that fundamentally we are the bikku (beggar ).
So, thanks to a tree in a park, I can pick this Mulberry, free of charge.
( Though, I’m not alone. It seems I’m competing with another picker and the Birds —— early Birds got
better chance and upper hand / upper wing to reach top of branch. I got only few left over. Sob 😀 )
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Zero = Infinity
Watch this Space.
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This is the Space supposed to accommodates whole Universe end to end. Therefore if you type here, the
space would be enough to have the whole Buddhist’s mantras scripts trillions of trillion times, though
WordPress is a small provider in the cyber space and myself is an ever minute blogger, hence the
appearance of the space is just this small.
Yet, you can see the infinite spread of the space ——- since this is the expanse of the Dharma.
Did you see it ? You convinced ? ——– Well done. Then, watch the inside of the circle —– zero.
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Do you still see the same expanse, whole Universe ? ——– Since, this is the same Dharma.
——- Now you know that with Dharma, you can be whole span of the Universe, in the same time
you can fit inside of the space zero.
Once you free your mind, you can be in anywhere, you can live anywhere in any shape.
With its blank space of the mind ( Mushin ) and the complete open perception,
you can embrace Infinity and the Zero in the same time.
This freedom is the Enlightenment. There would be no limit or any hindrance in your life..
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