Clear the CONFUSION
While talking with the people who read through my blog, I found , I still need to clarify the confusion,
which may caused by not clear enough explanation.
It seems, the most confusing part of the Zen teaching is, the apparent crush of the Selflessness
and the so-called Mindfulness. As this Mindfulness was mistook as the Concentration, my explanation
of Selflessness = Detachment / Mushin seemed to have utter conflict with Mindfulness.
———- Yes it seems true, as long as the person is ” Thinking them as the meaning of the words “.
Here, the hardest part of the Zen phenomenon lays.
One is the matter of the SELF, and the Awareness of the Self / Thinking ——> Not Thinking
——> BUT do it under the control of SUBCONSCIOUS.
When we do the things Unconsciously, this is what the Zen called MUSHIN ( SELFLESSNESS ).
DETACHMENT from the Thinking, and the person who is Thinking = SELF.
( Detached from the Self or own Ego ——– not from the subject to do)
Do the things in MUSHIN or Subconsciously, yet fully committed to the subject, is the state of FUJI / ICHIJO.
In this state of the mind, ICHIJO, there is nothing else of the person (selfless SELF) and the subject.
——– this is what western Zenist described as the Fully Minded or Mindfulness.
One of the grave mistake of the western Zenist was the use of this word, Mindfulness.
The trouble is, there is no mind should be there. ———– So that, as long as the person mind the
mindfulness, there can never be the MUSHIN or SELFLESSNESS achieved.
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And this is the fundamental trouble to approach Buddhism by the word and the thinking, and
exactly with the same reason, all the Buddhism sects (except the talking shop of western Buddhists) are
using the physical practice as their part of teachings. (You can bang a drum or cut a lemon without conscious,
though you can’t read or talk without consciously thinking )
————- And this is the reason, why I have started this blog saying “Just Do IT, Don’t Think “
let alone talking about. ( So, why am I blogging here ? 😀 ——– In Hinayana, I should just
watching the people talking, puzzling, though it is yet another paradox of the Mahayana. I have to blog )
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So, it must be clear now, Selflessness, MUSHIN and so-called Mindfulness, and ICHIJO are
all exist in the same time as One Phenomenon of a State of the Mind (of No-Mind / MUSHIN).
All those words are the superficial appearances of the same Phenomenon seen from different angle.
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Since the result is much better done in Zen, the question arose ” Who did this, as the Self was
not there, WHO ELSE ? ” ——– Hence, ” It must be done by the Dharma ”
and the riddle of ” Is SELF really exist ? ” was born.
London Marathon
Last weekend I’ve joined an invigoration party for a runner of London Marathon, went to the
course side in Dock Land in the morning, taking my camera with me.
Captured top runners, few Japanese runners and fun-runners. ——- then, I waited and waited for our
hero to come, while watching and clicking tens of thousands of the fun-runners photos for many hours.
The trouble was, I didn’t know what kind of guise he is wearing. Apparently we had phone
communication with him which saying ” I’ll be there in 10 minutes” again and again, always
another 10 minutes. ? ? ? ——- May be the time was kept stretching ahead of him as Einstein predicted.
This must be the revers of Xenon’s Paradox ( Arrow never able to hit Achilles) 😀
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While waiting him, a pretty young lady spoke to me saying, she wants to see my dancing as she is a dancer
herself—— it seemed she hard the rumor from her friend who has seen my dancing in somewhere.
I told her to contact me through my blog, as this blog will come up on top of Google search, just by typing
“yoshizen”——it must be the easiest way to remember. ——- May be I should have talked her more, and
pay more attention to the pretty lady though, I had a task to take picture of my friend running, who may
appear in any moment (and needs to find him among the crowd, in distance)——– m m m.
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Zen works only to the task on front of the eyes or a thing in the hand.
Other than that, which exist in the mind should be treated as a delusion or a noise.
And I was in the fully minded state of capturing the runner—— not a young lady. (How shame ! 😀 )
Someone may say ” What happened the Open-mind” or ” Just receive it, what so ever comes—– which
could be a crossing point of the Karma” ——- well well well, I may say, ” As it’s happened when I was
in the fully minded state in photography, but as it happened in not very convenient time —— its mean
the Dharma was not very keen to this. ———(so-called not very promising encounter).
Any how, at last our man David has come with 50 kg load of back-pack. (seems car battery etc was loaded)
———- Why needed to carry 50 kg on the back to run 26 miles marathon ?
No reason. It’s like an engagement of 60th Existentialist. This is the Absurd theater.
Most of the people just run and it is hard enough. Though, in the same time “Why not with 50 kg on the back”
( heavier lord than the Army runners carrying). Still, Just Do It. Don’t think too much.
Without reason, someone may born in a remote corner of Africa, and may need to fetch 20 kg of water
every day while walking 10 miles bare foot. This is the life there, the one has to accept, without choice.
So, we in the middle of Stone age London, invent something out of any rationality, and do it as imperative.
( You know, 50 kg is pretty heavy and 26 miles is quite a distance ——– how nice 😀 )
This is why I like this group of people / Spacehijackers.
As soon as he appeared in sight, he was sieged by the members and bathed by beers, fed pizza ——-
and went on yet another 6 miles. Good boy, Good boy !
(Though, I haven’t heard the news, he got the finishing line. ——- Has anybody seen him collapsed
on the side of the road ? ) Ha Ha Ha 😀 ( ——-> PS: Please see the comment)
Why not iPod ?
I’ve come across an article analyzing the Japanese industry. The author was questioning why Japanese
couldn’t produce really novel product such as like iPod or iPhone.
The author’s view was that the Japanese is reluctant to break the convention and the established frame work,
yet still, good to play within its frame work and able to maximize the quality and its technical possibility.
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In fact this is exactly what I’ve written before ” to achieve the maximum in the restriction, is the Zen”
and this is the evidence of how Japanese psyche is deeply entwined to the Zen tradition. (even today ! )
———- Here the pros and cons of Zen were clearly exposed. I don’t think any Japanese is aware, this
psyche is originated from the Zen Ethos. Since Soto Zen prohibit the transmission by the word, people
learn it through the way to carry out the daily life, and as it is there always and repeating it every day,
it became a subconscious nature——- therefore it is impossible to objectively analyze. —— Hence,
it is very difficult to change.
When this Ethos was directed to one practice, such as particular sports, the dedication of literally
body and the soul, yield fantastic result. Like the performance of the Japanese Figure Skater, Mao Asada.
———- ( though, to my eyes, the performance of Korean Skater Kim showed more genetic
feminine and delicate flow of movement—— genetically spontaneous movement is more natural than
the learned movement, of cause)
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Though, when this Zen effect appeared in the corporate organization, and when they faced to totally new,
unknown situation, they are slow to adapt and change. Since everybody, top to bottom are living and
acting according to the same established frame work and the Ethos, someone’s new idea would be seen as a
crazy delusion and a destruction to the existing business.
So that the revolutionary new idea is only bore out from the new organization which haven’t established their
own frame work and the Ethos yet. The new idea and the approach of the Sony or Honda WAS the typical
sample of this, when they started out of the ash of world war 2. (Still they had attitude of Zen tradition )
The trouble of the industry now, the business got to be globally huge, not only the size of capital, but also
the sheer size of bureaucratic system which always tend to resist the change.
When SONY faced the end of era of optical disc (CD), they resisted the trend of the recording media
toward the Solid Memory , by cringing CD system while trying Mini Disc and their own signal compression
system called Atrack (saying 50 CD musics into one disc) —– without success. As they resisted the
revolution, they completely missed the ship and eat the dust of iPod and new era.
I don’t believe the front line engineers didn’t see the latest development in the technical front and the
management was kept ignorant, though they couldn’t guillotine the neck of the dieing CD and Mini-Disc.
( It was the complete misjudgment of the new Aristocrat who started from a small work shop of
Tokyo Tsushin Kogyo (later Totsu-ko) in Ohsaki, Tokyo. ——–I’ve handled an old tape recorder of
Totsu-ko with its magnetic paper tape when I was in my junior school’s Radio-club)
——- Try to avoid the system drown in the stagnant water, Honda having the famous ” Proposal Scheme”
which any staff or worker can give a new idea, but the trouble may not just in a small technical
improvement but needs the large-scale system change, which is hard to accept and implement.
( It is the situation of so-called ” Paradigm sift “)
It is the demerit to share the same emotion from the top to bottom, especially as its Ethos is deeply sublimated.
As in the Zen tradition, this Ethos was carried by the “Just Do It” practice, as the Crafts man’s spirit.
Make things / Engineering of Hardware, the pride and spirit is entwined with its work, which can not to be
easily changed. (Electronical coding / Soft Program can be changed without changing production system )
(Though it was not the problem of ” Concentrate to the Task” but couldn’t see the direction
which is not exist on front of eyes yet —— direction can only be seen by detached eyes in distance.
But, when the one has been shackled into the system, it is hard to maintain detached eyes.)
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It may seems to be a contradiction from above, though the Zen itself is not straining the creativity, far from
it, the creativity can have even more freedom with the Zen. And I’ll talk about this in the following post.
CYBER SPACE — (and Z80 mini-computer)
It is 25 years since Dot Com was first created, and 20 years since WWW was invented.
One of my old colleague, Camera Critics, Kazuo Taira was one of the pioneer of the PC networking, using
acoustic telephone modem and he organized the Photographer’s Computer Network in Japan.
It’s shame Mr.Taira is no longer with us. Unfortunately we in the creative field tend to lose the friends who
tend to be a heavy drinker. ( Do you know, the average life-span of Rock musicians are 38 something,
of cause it may not caused by the alcohol alone )
And since then, our lives are more and more entwined with the Computer and the Internet.
Nearly 20 years ago, I made a small computer using Z80 CPU,
designed from the scratch. ( Left Photo)
( I would say, it’s a half sculpture, half computer )
Its operates on only 10 MHz clock speed and having 512 Kb memory,
which needs to be programmed by Machine Code.
—– In electronics, to design and to build is one thing and
to make it works is the another.
Eliminate all the glitches and instability etc etc are the hard part.
—– As the definition, computer operates on the data in the
memory, once the memory was corrupted, it needs to re-program from the start.
( It was the time of UV erasable memory, before easy to re-program Flash-memory )
After this experience, I became a computer skeptic ” Computer can make mistakes ” hence, even now
I don’t use Credit Card and I rather like to use hard-wired design, not soft control.
In this reason, I honestly admire the person who can design and manufacture a 10 GHz device which works
in any environment reliably.
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In another side of the revolution, the Internet is becoming almost a monster, and the Necessary Evil.
Since I started to use Email, I wrote very few letters which needed to be a signed evidence.
—– The trouble of Net is their intrusive activities. As everybody knows, Google / Gmail is
watching our use of web and the contents of communications word by word. ( Cookies, hidden files etc)
When I heard about Facebook, I instantly felt their dubious nature ” Why do they need to have so much
detailed personal information ? “—– obviously they are the salable commodities.
Without having such profitable return, what is the point to provide free service.
Personal info’ used to be sold to the marketing / direct mail company before. Now the Internet provider,
social networking site are the Marketing/ Advertising/ Direct-mailing/ Delivery Service All-in-one.
(When I got an Email from one of our Old-boy telling, he has reached to the grand age, the Ads on right hand
column are all cheap Funeral service and the international flower delivery — Great, thank you very much :-D)
So that from the beginnings I didn’t use my real name to open Email account, and never sign up the
Website which asks Date of Birth. ( Still, now Yahoo knows my DOB, obviously from the content of
the mail between me and my friend. )
With full name and the DOB, the one can hack-in and get the information of National Health, and
together with the Address, it is possible to access the Banking information.
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To live in peace, we have to be aware ” We are in the battle field ” which the Buddhists call Samsara.
With technology and the Internet, we opened the Pandora’s Box. It’s a funny situation, as in the Informations
we are becoming almost naked, in the same time our contact itself becoming even more indirect.
Just by the chain of characters on the screen, a 30 years guy pretending as a 15 years old boy, chatting
with a 40 years woman who pretending 13 years old girl. —– Yuck, how beautiful, 😀
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Zen rely on the Direct Transmission, still what I’ve been trying here, is the triple, quadruple indirect
communications. In order to type, I converted my feeling to the lingual form, and express it in the
bloody English, which typed chain of ASCII code traveled through unknown node here and there and
end up —– how do I know where.
As I thought, I never met Buddha himself, or I have any idea , how many times the Mantra was translated
or re-written, and 2500 years apart, someone try to reach the same conclusion as Buddha,
( in the point of indirectness, this is the far-most remote situation )
still, if its works, a talk to others through Internet may works too.
Thats what I’m thinking.
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Right Hand ZEN
Because of I can detach my Mind from anything instantly, and as it is my daily norm, I’ve been using the word
Detachment too often and too casually. ( In my extreme sample, I managed to detach even from toothache,
so, in consequence I lost almost all of my teeth, since I don’t take any artificial treatment or medication
( no pain killer ) ——– though, it was a part of my experiment to see the Life / how it was originally designed,
such as how the built-in internal clock is working.
—– I wouldn’t recommend this to anybody. ——( its painful you know 😀 )
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So, anyone to start the DIY Zen, I recommend an easy trial of practice to learn the Detachment.
*** For a man, when you walk on the street, put your eyes to only the right hand of the coming woman,
never look on her chest.
*** For a woman, put your eyes only on the right hand of the man, never look on his body part between
the legs. Keep the same rule, when you sit in the train or where ever you are.
*** When you broke this rule, shake your head and think ” What a lewd person I am “.
Do this until this practice became your custom. Your determination / take this as the imperative is clucial.
( But, DO NOT mistake this, you don’t need to give up your sexual life, this practice is about your
eye movement, when you are out. ———–Please refer to * Funny Story (1) )
After this, you may amazed yourself, even a supposed to be uncontrollable sexual interest can be tamed.
Once you are convinced, you can make another rule and Do It, such as a thing which may upset you,
don’t look or take notice. Even if it came into your eyes, shake head and think ” I didn’t see ” and never
let its image or memory remain in your head. (so, you can keep yourself peaceful )
——- When you master this, you may understand why in Buddhism an expression such as ” Exist as
it is not exist ” was used. —— You know it is exist there (definitely ) but it is no longer exist as before and
no longer bother you.
——- Its mean you have crossed the river and once you reached there, even huge F size wouldn’t
excite you any longer ( it became mare one of land scape ) hence it is harmless, you may watch 1000 of them
without having any trouble. This is the State of JIZAI.
But, you can’t jump to JIZAI. You have to start from scratch. ——- Walk your eyes down.
MOON and FINGER
Used as a metaphor in the Buddhism, the story of a Finger pointing the Moon is too well-known.
This metaphor is about the explanation of—— Not the mean / Finger, but
the subject / Moon —– Satori (Enlightenment)or The Dharma (Rules of the Universe)
Even though the Zen Sect has the most critical, precise analysis of the Buddhism, still when its came to the
point to elucidate the core of the teachings / Satori, Zen says “Furyu-monji” (Not explainable in the words) or
“Kyogai-bechiden” (Not possible to teach)——- hence only the possibility is by mean of Direct Transmission.
———- Yet still, funnily enough, when the one did managed to find it out, it is just ubiquitous,
natural things, hence it was described such as a Dog sit. (Very very Funny !!! )
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I’m not a master, even not a monk, so I can’t tell you what it is. As I only got a distant view of it by walking
around, round round round and as I saw it is there like as the air.
Still, I can show what is the Buddhism not by the words but in the way how to live it, and how to do it.
(Which is Tried and Tested 🙂 )
After all, this is what the Buddhism is. And this is why “It is there as it is not there” and beyond of
thinking or words.
( If it can be explained in words, somebody great Master in the past 2500 years could have done already.
And the teachings of Zen and Direct Transmission needn’t to be invented )
How to live is the way of the Direct Transmission.
So that you may live the same way, walk round same place, then you may find the same ( Dog sit ?!!—–
—– How Nice 😀 ) So, I can say Just Do It.
BRAIN WAVE
Some days ago, I saw a bizarre demonstration which purported to be an electronic display of the
Buddhist Meditation, consisting a video image said to be controlled by the Brain Wave.
Loads of scientific buzz words such as Quantum Mechanics, Sinusoidal Alpha Wave etc etc were spoken.
———- Yet strangely, a demonstrator who got a shaven head said ” I’m not an electronics expert,
so, I don’t know the details of the technology here “—— Oh, I’m, sure Brain Wave is not Sinusoidal at all.
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How bizarre this one was —– to begin with, Alpha Brain Wave is nothing to do with the Meditation.
EEG Brain Wave was picked up on the surface of the head and showing the summed up electric signal
of the inside Cerebrum Cortex’s activity. Therefore, the Brain Wave is the reflection of the vigorous
activity of the brain —— sound opposite of the calm Meditation. (Of cause, even under the deepest
meditative state, certain physiological function is fully active, hence creating so-called Artefact ( back
ground noise ) is always there.
Any how, the activity of inner part of the brain such as Limbic System is not possible to observe by the EEG,
unless a hole was cut to the skull and put through a probe deep inside. ( Very risky operation )
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More than 40 years ago, when a meditating monk was wired up and the EEG / Brain Wave was recorded
first time, the relation between Alpha Wave and the Meditation was discovered. So, a Myth was created.
Though, ironically, some years later, the true nature of the Alpha Wave became clear —— it was the
indication of the ” Eyes are Closed ” —— its mean, the visual cortex in the back of the head is in idle state.
Nothing to do with meditation. (Well, see nothing was indicated. At least 😀 )
( In the Zen, Eyes wide open and seeing, but take NO NOTICE is the key technique —– Thus able to
either Detach or Concentrate to any subject, any time, by will )
Yet still, the Myth or idiosyncratic misunderstanding was kept and worshiped by the people who doesn’t
know the Buddhism neither Medical science or Electronics.
And this kind of bizarre gimmick industry is flourishing.
How amazing !!!
When Mankind didn’t have the knowledge of electric activity, lightning was believed
to be an act of angry God.
The Brain still remaining in the mystery is, nothing to do with the mystery of the Buddhism.
Mind is not just a matter of Brain cell and Electric pulse.
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PS: Half year later, I bumped a man who demonstrated aforesaid Electronical Meditation, at an art
gallery and found that the man is (despite his shaven head 🙂 ) just a novel art performer, not a monk
or to do anything with Buddhist’s meditation. So, he must had a lots of fun for doing it. 😀
NUDE 4×4+1
As a mean of communication, the Art has very peculiar property. Since when I was doing photography, this
peculiarity is one of my conundrum. Some photos are the Art, but most of them are just a flat copy of the object.
But, strangely, anybody can distinguish a good
photo in
one glance. And anybody can also distinguish good art
as The Art at one glance.——– (so, conceptual art is not art,
but it is only an intellectual concept, as the name indicates)
With my artist friends, photographer friends discussed together
in many occasions, still we never found a good explanation
in the words, why and how do we know, is it the Art or not.
Because ART is a communication between Subconscious
to Subconscious / one’s inspiration to the other’s feeling
without involving the conversion to the linguistic Notion.
(Its mean, the ART strikes the EMOTION straight, not the intelligence)
So that even if we found the typical sample, it is impossible to
describe it in the words, instead, just point the very sample and say ” You see this is it “.
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Something similar phenomenon is in the artistic expression such as in the abstract figure.
This is the matter of cognitive ability. —— How simple and even simpler, we still able to recognize as it is.
———- The photo above is, some said, the most simplest and cheapest nude sculpture in the history.
It is just a twisted wire though, even 5 years old kids instantly recognized it ” Ah, it’s a woman “.
This Wire Nude was made by just twisting a wire 4 times clockwise for right-hand side, and 4 times
anti-clockwise for left-hand side, plus one for the head. ( Hence the title 4×4+1 )
I experimented many design and simplified further and further. This seems the minimalist’s limit.
(Sitting woman putting both hands to her head—— in case, if you couldn’t make sense from flat photo)
It is impossible to describe exact shape in the words, still it convey the message, ” This is the Woman”
and people can see and feel straight, this is the woman. ——— and makes them smile 🙂
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Our brain, Deep Layer / Subconscious System has remarkable ability to capture the meaning beyond
the ordinary intellectual logics. ———-( I’m still puzzling, is it Pattern Recognition or something else ? )
And this is the way, how direct transmission of Zen works. ” You see, this is it”
Direct Transmission at work
Something amazed me is, soon after I put the words
” Spread your hands wide, embrace the world” This is the Dharma. (at [ Selfless —What ?] )
I started to receive Emails which saying ” This is the best / most impressive expression you ever made
in your blog “——— m m m. (what about another 50 odd posts ? ——Ha Ha Ha, I should be humble )
I know many of my friends are quietly reading my blog without putting comment publicly still
advising me to correct my pigeon English.
Yet I didn’t know they are reading my blog in such timing, soon after I have put it up.
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What impressed me even more is, the response from those readers.
The expression ” Spread your hands—” was the Zen Direct Transmission.
( It is only the Action. No Notion contained there. Yet, it conveys direct Message to strike subconscious)
If you read that paragraph in the post, you may find, I was rather tired to write in the words, as I was
the one kept saying ” Stop talking, stop thinking, just do it —-” , so I changed the tact at that moment.
———- And it worked straight.
Non of those friends are practicing Buddhist, and if they know anything about the Zen, it may only learned
from my blog, yet still they grasped the meaning of the Dharma straight.
Yes, Direct Transmission does work. —– This is the living sample.
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Learning from the suggestion ” Detached from Emotion “, ” Apathetic ” etc, some people could reach to
the deep understanding.——-By this Detachment, it exposes the soft tissue of Subconscious.
Let the most sensitive sensory to work, (Zen Master called this Shin-gan / Eyes of Heart) ——and able to see
the meaning behind. Like them, even non Zenist could able to notice the significance of that expression
spread the hands, and able to respond to it at once. This is the Zen.
By the Apathetic eyes and the mind, they could open their deepest Pathos. ( Paradox again )
This is the Buddhism and Zen at work.

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