In REALITY
All over the world, there are kind of Haunting Ghost Stories.
Still, I never heard a Ghost came back to his Priest, complaining a failure of the teachings
to give him a proper Nirvana. ( or reaching to the Heaven ) 😀
As a matter of fact, Nirvana doesn’t necessary mean a Death. Original meaning is “Put-off a Fire”
and the Fire is a metaphor of the Suffering in the Life.
In this context, its metaphor is quite Buddhist-like understanding, still somewhat akin to the Original Sin
of the Christianity. It is a sale’s tool to sell the religion to unsuspecting innocents —– exactly same tactics
to sell a body-spray saying “You smell” even though the man is having virtually no body odour but simply
because a man himself can’t judge his own smell.
So, a first step, persuade the people to start to feel, his life is not satisfactory and having trouble and the
sufferings —– when they were persuaded “Having something wrong” then start to sell a remedy.
Irony here is, if there is no religion in the first place, there may not be a notion of Sin or Sufferings.
—– Any how non of the Life is perfect as nobody is perfect.
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I used to have a friend of the owner of a big department store.
Since he had inherited huge share of the company, automatically he was earning too much amount
of dividend, therefore having even a headache of what to do with that money.
Donating so much so to this and that Conservationist Organization, and others etc while chased by
other organizations who want his money too, etc etc.
He doesn’t want to deal with money, so that his company has appointed another relative to be a executive
to run the business —– though, because of he got so much money, the people coming to him, were all
after his money, include his 6 wives ( of cause, one at the time 😀 )
Women who got tender sensible character were scared off from him, hence he had to live all through
his married life with gold-diggers. ( Once I was asked by him to judge a woman, I instantly told him
“ Never marry her “ but the woman was much more clever than him in the tactics of psychological
warfare, make him to wait too long, away on her holiday, then gave a call from China, saying
“Government wouldn’t allow me to leave the Country, unless I got British passport “—– its mean
get marry and get nationality. —– as she got what she wants, she divorced him )
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He didn’t need to be Greedy, or Egoistic. Very intelligent Cambridge graduate, hence some time
hard to follow his too academical subject (not mention Cambridge accent 🙂 ) still maintain child like
perception and openly cried like a child with his loneliness ( when woman was not there ) —– though,
he couldn’t understand what’s wrong with his life. —– It was his hopeless Karma.
I don’t think he got anywhere near to a Nirvana though, ( still, at least a Greek wife then was his bed
side —–when he passed away ) I don’t think he would come back as a Ghost. ( He needn’t to haunt
anybody ) —– So, what is the Nirvana ? —- Is there anything like a perfect Nirvana exist ?
I don’t think so.
Someone said, the quality of the man will be reviled when how many number of the attendance came to
his funeral. —– ? Is the quality of famous pop-star higher than the others ?
Anyhow, the deceased wouldn’t know how many people ever came to his funeral.
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Here is the another irony, if a man didn’t ever had a notion of the Enlightenment nor Nirvana, he
would just live his life as it is with high and low.—– Though, a Snobb would say, it’s a dog’s life,
man has to aim spiritually higher existence. —– ? Really ? Interesting !
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If any Buddhist having this kind of snobbish delusion, better read the Books again.
You will find the description such as
“As long as you have the notion of the Enlightenment, it is not the Enlightenment “.
This is the description of ultimate Mushin. If only the accomplished Buddhists reborn to the human again,
and rest of people would reborn to the another creature, human population will be soon dwindled.
Think how many times more number of Non-Buddhist population in the world.
So that, in reality, there is no problem to re-produce bad boy by the un-enlightened parents. 😀
If this is the reality, what is the point to study and chase the Buddhism.
Because after all, the goal is just carry out ordinary life without having the conscious of own life.
This is the situation, I described long time ago with a metaphor of Room A and Room A’. (Ref: )
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Funny Paradox is, in the Mahayana understandings, as every body born with the Dharma within,
there is equal potential for everybody can achieve the Enlightenment and Nirvana.
But in the same time, nobody is the same (even the same person is different, moment to moment),
nobody is perfect, still everybody can get their Enlightenment as his own INPERFECTION, there
can not be any one standard of the LIFE.
Therefore, neither a standard of what the Enlightenment should be.
Only the person who can assess Who I am and the State of the Mind, and the progress to reach
the Enlightenment, is the very person —– might be you who is reading this.
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In the fundamental paradox of the Buddhism, as long as a person is thinking about
the Enlightenment, the person will get no Enlightenment. —– in fact,
the Idea of the Enlightenment itself is nothing but a delusion.
“There couldn’t be any Enlightenment exist” —– might be the ultimate Enlightenment.
To see the thing as it is, in reality is the Buddhism. And to think it by yourself was the Order of
Buddha himself. And above all have to live in Reality, not waste the time with fantasy. 😀
Is it a daunting task ? No, I don’t think so neither.
Because, to be a Buddhist is as easy as Just Do It, Just Live. 😀
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Limit of TRUTH
In the human endeavour to know the TRUTH, there is an amazing parallel between
Nuclear Physics and the Philosophy.
When they came close to the limit, there are unsurpassable barrier and the unknowable.
In the Ontology and the Epistemology front, they come to the same cul-de-sac “Is it really there ? —– How
Do you know ?” —– Isn’t it, you just think it is there ? —– How do yo know, what you are seeing or you
believe, it’s there is true ? —– It might be just a glitch of the electric pulse in the brain. Isn’t it ?
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Science is an attempt to answer this question. One approach is to increase the number of the observation
and make a statistic assumption ” Since, most of the people saw the same, it can be presumed to be true”
( still, a last person who saw the otherwise, might be seeing the only truth 😀 )
Another approach is to define the object itself ” Whether you can see it or not, this object ( or often the
phenomenon) has so-much-so size and the weight (mass) and behave such and such. And those measurement
has been tested with known objects and always showed its reading was true”
———- Though, when scientists pushed it to the limit, beyond the Newtonian , beyond the Einstein’s
theory, to the Quantum theory —– what they found is utter uncertainty. ” It can be here or there” and
now even the time scale becoming not certain. ” It is here at moment, but in the same time it might exist
in the future as the same thing ( You are happened to be here, but in the same time somewhere else or
might be in a past or in a future, as exactly as you are)
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There is a phenomenon called diffraction in the behaviour of the wave. Water wave, sound wave even
the light wave —– when a wave go through narrow gap, the wave spread to the both side of the gap.
When a wave go through two ( or more ) gaps, the spread patterns of the wave create moire pattern.
In a case of the light, the pattern is bright and dark band and the distance between the bright band is
depend on the wave length and the distance of the gaps. (X-lay crystallography is using this effect —–
indirectly measuring the size of the gaps and direction = distance of the atoms and their alignments )
And when a scientist tested this with just one photon, he still saw the moire pattern. Its mean
one photon could pass two gaps in the same moment and showed the diffraction at two gaps—– how ? ? ?
It was a dramatic display of the Quantum behavior of the light and the proof of the theory —— though,
it showed no clear-cut truth of the world, but showed the uncertain nature of the nature.
Even more bizarre fact is if two electronic detectors were placed behind of two gaps, only one photon was
detected either of one gap. — depend on how it was observed, the same phenomenon was seen differently.
In other words, no absolute truth can be existing.
—– Strangely you may think though, all those advancement of the science is owing to virtually just one
advancement of the electronics, the design of so-called OP amp / instrumentation amp.
Whether a detector is photo sensor or current sensor, when the more amplification was enabled, the more
faint signal can be detected (while eliminating or canceling the nose)—– hence even smaller particles
or minute change can be detected.
The trouble is, even if we are capturing the effect of just single photon or semi-particle though, as it was read
as an electronic signal, nobody knows whether they are really solid particles or just a vortex of the energy.
Far from proving the fundamental of the matter / existences / Dharma, it made the situation even worse.
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Well known expression in the Mahayana Buddhism ” Exists as not exists” —– My understanding of this
expression is, It is the way to express the phenomena in our feeling in the subconsciousness. —– we feel
it is there though as it is in the subconscious, it is invisible and out of conscious, hence not there.
But before I came to this understanding, I thought, Buddha had an incredible insight to know the Quantum
nature of the Dharma. May be, but not likely —– so, some says, Buddha must come from the outer-space,
from the another universe where having far more advanced civilization though, I wouldn’t jump a gun.
Even with the advancement of the science and the technology, we came no way closer to the truth,
far from it, What we found is the definite uncertainty of the TRUTH.
So, this must be the reason why Buddha kept his silence as it is unknowable. And no use to us.
—– So that, I’m more interested in the tendency of the coincidences, which is out of the science 🙂
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IF only – – –
Many years ago, when I was doing a photo-assignment for a big department store, I made an excuse of
a cause of inadequacy, or blaming the situation of my Court Case in the High Court.
( If not I could have done in different way —– kind)
The editor, who happen to be a seasoned Zenist, shouted me at once ” There is no IF, in the life”.
As if it was a hit of lightning, this words opened my eyes. And it’s lightening went through my spine.
—–
Yes, this is it. All the Buddhism knowledges or crèche went down to the depth of my subconscious where
the reality of the life lives. ( We can have a dream, though only able to live in reality )
We got only one life. What ever happened there, is either given by the Dharma, or the result of
my own Karma —— in either case they are unavoidable or inevitable. There was no choice.
Its mean, any excuse or complaint is utterly waste of the time. Since, no-one has the opportunity to
have his life Re-Do and tinker the past, and no time left to patch up anyway.
Only the way left is, anything for further on —— now on, has to do the best. Just Do It.
The Life I have done and the Life I’m doing is my only life. No but, no excuse, since only
the person who judge it, is myself. There is no point to deceive myself or to dodge a word.
Anyhow the Dharma is inside of me —— there is no escape.
A convenient excuse of “IF” doesn’t work. 😀
( In this aspect, the Buddhism is very harsh.
Unless otherwise Buddha wouldn’t have defined that “The Life is suffering” in his Four Noble Truth )
——– After many years, I heard the same words from two more person, one was even a young art student,
and realized, it was not Master Takeda’s invention, but more likely a popular phrase then, still it didn’t
reduce the value of his teachings.
Simply because ” There is no IF, in the life” is absolutely true.
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CHILD’S VIEW — DHARMA ?
One of my friend who is a cool customer to my blog said to me
” Hey, your theory has broken down, Although you’ve been saying , the children unconsciously
accumulates the Dharma into his subconscious, yet, you yourself didn’t know and had to learn
why the energy in a battery lighten up a bulb “
” Ha ha ha, yes I’m well aware of that. That’s why I put that story there “
” When the time of Buddha, the world having less invisible, let alone electronic gadgets. The life what the
Father saw was the same as what the Kids are seeing and the Nature is the same Nature.
Yes, the Kids today are living in a false environment with full of electronic gadgets, but what actually they
are doing in the LCD screen ? —- Lethal combat ? Car racing ? peeping Naked Woman ? —- What’s new ?
What makes difference, between beating an enemy with stick or shining Star War’s sward ?
Or, racing horses or Super Car ? Is any mutant beautiful Woman here today ?
The signal running in the body and the brain is the same electric pulse. 2500 years ago and today.
Neurology was utterly unknown 2500 years ago but you know it today though, has it given you any new
sight,and new sensation ? (You still have to deal with exactly the same kind of headache with your wife. 😀 )
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On the time of Buddha, human being was seeing the nature in much more direct and naked manner.
All the system were more visible. Cooking on open fire, instead of micro-wave. 🙂
Still, with a heat, carrot soften and then disintegrates. Oil lamp light up the room, same as LED light.
We now having nicely packaged, well covered-up environment though, the basics are still the same,
and what the child learned is more or less the same —– see the brothers sisters grow, see the people
getting old and die. The seeds germinate and grow to make yet another seeds which needs good
watering and fertilizer and so on. This is the same Dharma.
———- And more importantly, even today, how many people remember such as Ohm’s Law, and even if
knowing it, how many of them using it in their life ?
What about a Super Nova in the sky to do with anybody’s life ?
In 90% of the case, electronics mean, when to charge the battery, or to take the battery out to reset the
gadget —- in its best, and other than a buzz-word and a pretense, it is not existing in their life. Merely using it.
There wouldn’t make any difference to know invisible and unknowable. ( Well, except Virus and Bacteria )
Kids playing with computer without knowing what the BIOS inside is configuring the hardware set-up, still
knows when a plant in a pot needs water.—– This is the indicator to have good Dharma in him ( her ).
(The trouble is, even if having it, still not know how to follow it—– or over riding it with own Ego )
—– Convinced ? ”
Good. ___/\___
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Mistake in Philosophy
The most fundamental and fatal mistake of the western Philosophy lies in their basis of Dualism,
and seemingly it is originated from their notion of the God.
Against this notion, the SELF = ME became its counter notion as rigid as the God.
As the concept of Self is there, the Self is the one who see the subject ( of cause, you may say, who else
saw and talked about the subject in his book, in his philosophy. And say, Is this a Zen Mondo ? 🙂 )
( Shut up 🙂 ) As long as the subject is somebody else, there is no problem, hence scientific, objective
rationality works well and yelled this impressive western technological civilization.
Because of the objectivity is Selfless in its definition. Anyhow, the nature and its phenomena,
physics are there before human existence. We are just the observer regardless whoever the Self.
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But when the Self try to see the Self ( or True Self what so ever the context ) and the phenomena around it.
The perpetual question of Who is the Self came into the play. Therefore, the matter related to
themselves, psychology, human science, social phenomena, etc, it always plagued by its view-point = Self.
In fact, from ancient Plato to modern Phenomenology etc, they misbelieved that they can objectively see
the human affair and able to construct the philosophy as well. And they stuck in the cul-de-sac.
Because even an Atheist, started exactly the same stance, The Dualism. —– God and Me / Me and
the Subject / Observer and be Observed, the uncertainty of the Self is still persistent,
hence its stance of view point, reliability itself is in doubt.
The fundamental trouble of this stance is, we can’t objectively observe the Self or the phenomena
attributed by ourself. —– we always end-up in unseeable and unknowable.
On the end everybody just resigned to say ” Don’t bother, there are thousands of truth ” 🙂
So that, some Philosopher try to grasp this unknowable with the notion of Transcendental though, made
further mistake try to convert it to explanatory words by thinking. ( You may say, What else ? 😀 )
This was the very situation, which Buddha encountered soon after he got his enlightenment,
Should I teach this to others or not. Can this be transmittable by the words ?
( This is why, the Buddha’s teaching has been conveyed by the practice and metaphor )
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While we are thinking, most of its process ( some says 90% of it ) are taking place in our
subconsciousness. —– And so-called Self is a mere temporally mock-up model by guess-work, since it
never stays the same, moment to moment and never rationally configurable like our thinking process.
Hence True Self which reside in our subconscious is ever invisible and remained undefinable.
This was the reason why Buddha said ” Don’t bother there is no such thing like Self exists” :-D.
The situation was made even harder, as the basis of our thinking are also contained in the immense
amount of the Data or information which we accumulated without aware of its existence.
—– so, am I talking hopeless ? Am I giving cold water to the Philosopher’s pleasure to express themselves ?
The answer is again in the Buddha’s words ” Don’t take a word, think yourself “
And to against the fundamental flaw of Dualism, the Zen giving the answer ” Ichijo ” Oneness.
In Ichijo we can overcome the alienation of the subject, alienation of the Self.
The barrier between observer and be observed disappear.
( Which I’m going to talk further in the next post )
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Proto-IMAGE
Most of the optical vision in human eyes had been well researched
and we believe ” Seeing is believing”
despite of nobody knows what the others are actually seeing it, in absolute term.
( You may already know or you can find hundreds of false-vision, illusion trick samples in the Net.
What we believe, we are seeing is the mare reconstructed image in the brain, which may be a false. )
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I used to have a friend who was a color-blind. When he told me at an art class, while painting a land-scape,
he is painting a tree as green by the color name written on the paint tube.
He couldn’t see green or red, neither he can describe whether those green and red looks like gray or
another color what so ever. Since nobody taught him what it is, so, he couldn’t have a word to describe it.
—– and we, lucky to have Pan-chromatic vision couldn’t guess or imagine how the world looks to him.
Our eyes itself are rather simple optical device, there is no color filter hence the image projected to the
retina is in full color though, the sensors, nerves and the visual cortex in the brain are too complexed,
far beyond the today’s science and the technology. So that we can’t tap-into the brain and extract
an image what color blind is actually seeing the world.
With the same reason, a topics what I’m going to write here may not able to give an objective proof
or to give a demonstration to others though, if anybody else can find the same phenomenon, soon
or later it would be recognized as a common phenomenon.
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Once before, when I went back Japan, I found the mountains of duster-cloth (which we call Zoukin)
piled up in my family house. Each of them, the old cloth has been cut to the size and hand stitched.
They were made by my mother. When she faced the condition of her hand became stiff and feel a pain
with her age, she decided to fight back. Instead to have a medication or pain-killer kind, she started to
make Zoukin by hand stitching them, using old cloths she had been accumulated over the years.
—– Among such Zoukin, I found the one I know very well. I knew it, but not in my ordinary memory.
—– Time to time, I give a massage to my eyes, by lightly pressing the eye-balls with my finger.
(While eyes closed, of cause 😀 )
Under light pressure, in the dark field of my vision, the same image of distinct pattern always appears.
The pattern is like a line print of four petals flower. It appear only first moment, a second or two and
dissolved into the dark.
Astonished to see the very pattern on the cloth, I asked my mother, what was it ?
She told me, that cloth was a Yukata ( thin, light Kimono) she used to wear when I was a new-born baby.
The pattern appearing in my eyes was the printed pattern on the Yukata which I saw when I was a baby.
The first image I saw, has been burnt into my eyes.
This is the Proto-Image of my life.
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For a new-born baby animal, to recognize and register who is the mother, into their brain
is the most crucial matter in their survival. (If it was the case of Zebra / the black stripe pattern,
and the Penguin / the voice, and so on)
Likewise, we human has the same instinct —– we capture the image of the first sight, assuming
the person whom the baby saw, is the mother, and the key image was literally burnt into the vision.
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As I wrote in an early post [ Subconscious Data Bank ], we are accumulating a loads of information
without even aware of it. And the Data Bank in our Subconscious may contain even the Genetically
implanted information. ( Experiment of the psychologist found that even the few months old baby showed
the reaction of alert when he (she) saw the image of tiger (not a toy but real one)—–only the explanation
is, it must be a genetically implanted memory )
—— and those information is affecting our way of thinking, decision-making or preference etc.
But, how about this Proto-Image ? Would this one image, direct the one’s life ?
May be the image of four petals flower made me to pay more attention to the flower —— yet it need to
have more research. And the Internet must be a good forum to exchange the information.
—– So, if you were intrigued, just try to see whether you have the same kind of burnt into image
in the bottom of your eyes. ( It takes only few second to test. 🙂 )
And if you found one, please post a comment here.
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Cold blow / Wistle blow ?
Its getting pretty cold. I saw beautifully frosted decorated leaves.
It said to be the coldest in 17 years, and some says the ill effect of the climate shift caused by El Nino
or La Nana kind —–. (To know the detail, go to Wikipedia please 🙂 )
On my previous post I wrote “To know the Truth wouldn’t change our life” ——- then, the conflicting
question arose.
In the Hinayana Buddhist’s view, an attitude “When its cold, just feel the chill and shiver with
other people who is suffering” —— this is correct.
Or, stand up and shout, telling the people “What is causing the climate change, and the cause
of appearance of El Nino, in order to save the suffering of the people”——- this is correct too, save
the possibility he might be barking wrong tree.
So, one sect might go out and walking in a chilling wind. ( Don’t catch cold or even worse, pneumonia )
And another sect may go to a demonstration banging their symbolic flat drams on the front line. (Though,
I haven’t seen them these days —— are they still alive ? Do you know ? )
It’s better know the fact, better still the Truth. —– the one might be placed there to know and shout as
he (she) might be born for its purpose. —– though it may not be a license to become arrogant or snobbish.
——– And my answer ?
I would stick with Buddha’s teachings “Don’t torture yourself. Don’t go extreme” therefore
sitting next to a heater. (How convenient 🙂 )
——- Environment or external occurrence may give you a jolt to your unprepared mind
as it has been in the blank state. Its jolt may give you a sudden enlightenment, though,
if it was expected or a prolonged same condition, mind couldn’t be fresh and naked
—— nothing would happen / it’s a same cold day)
Better make a hot tea with honey and lemon 😀 ( The truth is in the cup. Honest, I can taste it.)
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PS : It seems the world was so disturbed by the exposure of the confidential US diplomatic correspondences
by Wikileak. —— how silly.
Every body knows, politics, diplomacy, economics, even so-called big charities are dirty business and
having dirty linen and utter hypocrisy, tons of it, exactly same to everybody’s private life. Yet still
we pretend to be clean face and talking with others with sweet words.
Sneaking behind, and suddenly pull-down somebody else’s trouser and to expose dirty pants, then
shouting “Have look this is the truth” —–So, what ? It wouldn’t help anybody. History will tell.
It just filling the arrogant dirty satisfaction of Wikileak’s founder. Much worse than a scavenger.
Because, if it was a whistle blow, what the blower want to resolve or change and to which direction.
There is non. Could he expect the politics can change ? ( In any system or ideology —– because the
environment and the contents / human is the same —– no utopia nor ideal man exists)
It would only push the politics even more murkier business, deleting all the traces at once. That all.
Since, clean man (and woman) wouldn’t become politician.
Since, ambition to the power and to become famous is the synonym of self-centered arrogance and the
manipulation of the others by deception as an effective means. ——- Hence it can not be clean by nature.
Still, we could have wiser life, accommodating and concealing smelly guts inside. 😀
(You are well aware this hidden truth 😀 )
The Truth of the life was clearly elucidated by Buddha as the Four Noble Truth —— and
its Fourth is the direction How to live DESPITE of Those TRUTH / Reality.
Exposing smelly guts wouldn’t help anything. The MATTER is how to live with it.
This is the Buddhism.
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