Funny Practice
A man who I met recently, and read this blog, gave me a response saying that
he was pretty impressed by Zappa photo and the camera I made though, he
couldn’t make any connection of them to the Zen.
And he wondered,
“You are not serious to the Zen don’t you, as you are making a fun of it
or even cynical”
—– Well said. So, I replied to him.
Yes, I can see you got certain idea of Zen though, I’m afraid to say it is mere
pretense or crèche.
I’m doing the Zen Buddhism not Parroting what the books say.
Lord Buddha taught how to alleviate the suffering in the life. He didn’t give a
false hope to escape from it by living in a fantasy world, but taught a practice
to gain the clear eyes and the mind how to see and deal with the matter.
Instead to tell a sweet story of heaven to such as a woman who just lost her
child, but her to running about the village.
Zen is the teachings of how to run 🙂
While running, the person will acquire the Mind and the eyes to see the suffering
in detached eyes, hence able to get rid of blinding emotion and the stacked mind.
—– Do you think, could the woman alleviate the sorrow by sitting all day
next to the dead body ?
It is the exactly the same situation.
You are stacked with an idea or crèche of so-called Zen.
So-called “Serious concentration of the Mind etc etc” so that you may see I’m
doing something useless to the Zen and not serious enough.
But Zen is also free the person from those stereotypical fixed idea
include the Zen itself.
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In any eye point, in any scope, the life is a troublesome matter.
If this is the nature of the matter, complaining it would be useless because
it is inescapable anyway.
But, in the same time while billions of the people struggling, it is an awesome view and may
have quite funny moment, especially if we can see it in bird’s eye view.
I’m serious enough to the life and I’m dealing with it, as nothing else is on the board.
It’s mean, I have no false dream believing another world such as a heaven etc rubbish.
And as I have nothing else to see, I could see even the minute detail of the subject of which
most of the people wouldn’t bother. —– So, I could see lots more funny side of the situation
as my eyes are above the water, as I, at least know how I can avoid drowning in the water.
—– So, I’m not drowned in the Zen.
(Anyhow, Zen is an extremely funny practice. 😀 )
Convinced ?
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Sushi Party
Me and the Artists friends, who also being involved in education, training program to the
disadvantaged people had a Sushi Party at a flat where those two are living. I prepared some
in my place and brought up to their flat. —– I used to have a Sushi party in my place though,
my flat runs out of the space to receive the guests 😀 —– Preparation for Temaki Sushi is just
cut the material to a stick shape, other than the shoppings 🙂 —– So, cutting is very easy, but
the hardest part I always found was = to get the best Avocado, = matured still not too soft 😀
(So, all the ingredients were prepared and cut into a stick shape for roll-up.
Photo left = Cucumber, Seafood Stick and the front three were Cooked Kombu (Kelp seaweed),
Cooked fried Tofu ( Soybean Curd) and Cooked Shiitake mushroom = those three were
boiled together in one hour or so, then Soy-sauce, a bit of sugar, vinegar were added = they
were the improvisation and the substitute of cooked Japanese Kanpyo (Dried Marlow) = as
Kombu and the Shiitake act as Dashi (taste base) no other Dashi was needed.
Photo middle = Salmon and front left was a substitute of Shime Saba (marinated Mackerel)
= Herring Rollmop and dark colored one was Tuna.
Photo right = Avocado, Cucumber and the front = Flied Egg and the Cheddar Cheese. )
So, I did some cooking and brought those to their flat in a big logistic operation and
I made famous Miso soup as well. 😉
To cook Sushi-rice to ideal condition is the most tricky part of Sushi making = Rice had to be
washed and soaked in the water over-night though, bring a big pan with soaked rice in water is
too awkward = so, next day, I drained the water and measured its amount ( for five or six people
I put 3 cups ( 1 cup = 250 ml ) of rice into a pan, and after washed, the water was completely
drained, then I put 4 cups of water for over-night soaking. Next day the water I drained was
3.5 cup = so, I added back the same amount of water in their kitchen, then put it on fire.
= When the rice started to boil vigorously, put the fire down to very small, and made it to
shimmer another 10 minutes.
Then change the cooked rice to a big bowl and let it cool down, and to add the Vinegar and
Sugar though this time I mixed the rice with Sushi Powder. (Sushi powder was made with
dried vinegar hence it prevent the rice become soggy —– but I found, it was a bit too sweet)
Photo middle was prepared Prawn for Nigiri Sushi (My friend Alberto was very keen to it 🙂 )
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Temaki Sushi is, to take some amount of rice on a piece of Nori (1/4 cut of the Nori sheet) then
put any ingredient(S) which was dripped in the Soy-sorce with Wasabi — then role it and eat 🙂
—–Every body try to use chop-stick (it was not obligatory though 😀 ) some were well
managed but some were not. As sushi has been well adapted in the west, the matter to cook it
by ourself is, where to get material or how improvised. = Instead to stick with traditional
ingredients, such as use of Avocado was invented in California — may be use Herring Rollmop
was my invention still they quite liked it 🙂
The party was a good success as everybody eat to the full or even over 😀
(Second round was requested )
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( Thinking ) in MUSHIN
While talking with people, I found even a person regularly reading this blog still having a
confusion about the subconsciousness and the state of Mushin.
—– giving a thought = It might be caused by my explanations, since I might have used the
term Mushin = Mind of No-Mind, too casually = since it is almost a crèche, I presumed that
the term must be well understood from other books or the sort, so that I just concentrated
to the way [How to reach or experience and learn it].
= Or, may be I haven’t been clearly defined about two different “Thinking” yet.
Mushin Without Thinking might be very deceptive words in deed 😀
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“ Mushin without Thinking” = In this “Thinking” mean, Higher level of the brain process
such as categorization and the sorting process = matching to an existing
references, and the conversion to the linguistic expression.
(All those process are the matter of the pattern-recognition)
On the other hand, Sorting is according to the value or its importance.
= this Value and Importance mean Personal Preferences, the Value or Significance
in the Society, Value in the Belief System, above all importance in the scope of the
Preservation of the Self and the Society / Species (Mankind)
= (All those are related to the Survival instinct).
= So, you may think “ How we can survive without thinking”
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It is a well known phenomenon that our brain is doing thinking process without us noticing it,
and when we became aware of “I thought”, subconscious has processed it 6 seconds ago.
(This must be measured while observing the brain activity on MRI or PET scanner though,
I wasn’t there = I know not whether it was 3 or 7 second in reality 😀 )
So, the question is, out of our conscious,
what our brain has been doing during those 6 seconds ?
—– As a matter of fact, even in the state of Mushin, our brain is fully working.
Even if the Sword- Master Musashi is fighting in Ichijo with his sword and with the
Rule of the Dharma, his eyes have to see his opponent’s movement and the brain has to
analyze other conditions or situation as well, not mention the control of his hand and the body.
= It is the moment to moment responses.
(Some are really done out of our conscious by the Motor-region of the brain, such as to keep
the body balance —– but to pay attention to such as to the road condition, not to tumble on
a stone, may needs a bit more of the instinctive body reaction = stone has to be seen and take
it into account) It’s mean, even in the state of Mushin, your brain is not blank but
fully committed to the matter what you are committed in its moment
(hence this is called Mindfulness) still without you consciously noticing it
(hence this is called Mushin) while your hand, body, mind, your sword are
all in one unity or in perfect coordination (so,this is called Ichijo / Oneness).
To DO this, or to BE in this condition, you can’t have any noise or unrelated
obstrucing thought, therefore it was described “ Not to have any useless or
intentionally conceived thought”
(hence this is called Mind of No-Mind / Mushin).
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Those invisible / hard to describe latent thought or unconscious process in a dark depth of the
brain was bracketed into “Feeling”, and often called Intuition, Inspiration, Spontaneous Thought,
even Spiritual Feelings. = As those latent Proto-Thinkings has yet to be categorized to the
existing type, selected, filtered, or scrutinized against rationality etc, often they are pretty
wild and irrational (just like our dream is ), still showing amazing truth. 😀
Hence, they are also the source of Inventive-creativity, Artistic-creativities
and Open-eyed Free-minded Thinking, Lateral thinkings etc etc. = I described
those Free-Thinking process is taking place in the “ Blank Space” in the brain,
long time ago.
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In comparison, so-called (Conscious) Thinking is either HAD been processed and HAS been
converted to legible or translated into linguistic format from those latent feeling or thought
aforesaid, otherwise the information has come externally in the linguistic format. (read a book)
So that, it is always the parallel process in the brain though, as the conscious process needed
additional formatting, it loose the reality (such as, processed words “red blood” doesn’t have a
fresh bloody reality in comparison to one’s experience = actually in the accident) and far slower
than the process which subconsciously done in its moment = Yet, Conscious Thinking is easy to
remember as it has been sorted and converted to the words, still, Original Latent Thought
has much more fresh facts / reality = much closer to the TRUTH.
This Truth is what Zen Buddhist is after = But it needs clear eyes and the Mind.
With clear eyes and the Mind, we can sense the situation in every moment = and
able to respond as it is happening. = This is the Life [Live in its moment].
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It must be clear now, the real meaning of Mindfulness, Mushin, Ichijo (in fact, they are
the words to describe the same state of the MIND in different angle)
= “ Without Thinking” has to be understood as “ The Mind has no Conscious
Thinking, still it is not blank but keeping all the perception fully open and
making intuitive up-to-the-moment response, without us noticing it”
= clear eyes and the mind is to capture those intuitive response in the depth of
subconsciousness, without a distortion caused by useless Thinking and Ego.
= This is how ZEN with clear eyes and the mind can lead you to reach truthful
answer or the best judgement, even inventive totally new idea.
And ultimately “Able to reach to the Dharma”
= We might be retaining even ancient, ancient memory of the primeval time
which has been written in the DNA, where we came from, how we been evolved
= the reflection of the rationality in the Dharma = Rules of the Dharma.
To discover and reach this wisdom is the ultimate quest to the Zen Buddhists.
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PS : You might be realized here something is missing
= What is the control of our thinking ?
Conscious Thinking is parallel with Subconscious Thinking and if we can’t escape
Subconscious Thinking which is invisible hence out of control mean,
“ Can’t we escape from wrong thinking ?”
—– If we were imprisoned in wrong thinking down to the bottom of subconscious, there is
a remedy what the Buddhism has been specialized.
Here, Practice of Buddhism come to play their role ! As
Lord Buddha found, the main cause of wrong thinking bore out of the Ego or Self.
Against this, unconditional endless practice of the practice ware-out one’s Ego.
= If one’s Ego is no longer there = no instinctive drive of Self-Preservation = no greed, no fear,
no fear of the death = This is the fundamental change in the basis of thinking = If the basis
changed = upper structure changes as well.
If there is no Self = Nothing to loose = Freedom. (If mortal Self is no longer there,
why afraid to make a failure and own demise or even death. = Anything is
possible though, as neither Ego is there, there wouldn’t be a possibility to
conceive self enriching act or having grudge against others.)
So, Freedom here but not a sign of selfish wrong thinking !
= What a contented, peaceful life. = WHAT you want more.
(This is the reason why the Great Zen Masters having so many extraordinary jokey stories !
= They must have had lots of fun in liberated mind 😀 :-D)
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” What are you doing ?”
Somebody, supposed to be a Zen Buddhist teased me
“If you are Zennist, how come, what are you doing in your blog ?”
I answered to him “If you only see it so, your Buddhism is wrong”
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The reason why the Buddhism after the Nirvana of
Lord Buddha was formed as known as Hinayana was because the followers just copied the lifestyle
of Lord Buddha (as an Bhikkuh) and kept his teachings. And it took 500 years for the followers to
realize what the real meaning of his teachings were.
—– It is obvious, if all the people in the country become keen Buddhists / Bikkuh,
Who else can feed those Bhikkuh. Who grows the rice to make foods or fish in the river.
(You may give a thought, in a scope of a sustainability of the society = the socio-economical size
= how may Bhikkuh can the society sustain ? —– number is very limited.)
Lord Buddha was not such idiot. Buddhism is not forsake the LIFE, but to live with it.
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Zen is a psychological technique / Mind-set to DO the THINGS = to have the
LIFE in the best efficiency without having useless hindrances.
Me to do a photography —– after all I used to be a photographer / technical-writer
= What’s wrong, a man keep doing what he was (a sort of) good at. 😀 😀
DOING all those, I need the Zen (such as so-called Mindfulness, Mushin etc etc, hence I keep
my tools in the best condition, let alone to make them etc etc) and I have, at least, having the
results which leaves no (well more or less) regrets. 😀 — (still, I want to do even better
= this is not a greed as my work is not producing any profit or fame. 😀 😀 )
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My approach to the camera or photography which is in most of the case, non-conventional,
quite inventive way would solve and help other’s trouble well, (without costing them :-D)
—– such as, when the camera or Mob-devise was dropped in the sea water or toilet = just
wash under tap water then dry it with Hair-dryer, or jammed, stacked Zoom lens may be
saved with just hitting it in all directions. Or utilizing Chinese toys would save a time and cost,
instead of building a new circuit for electronic controller etc etc. 😀
Life is to live, hence it got be fun, as you can’t avoid — any how.
Make it fun, instead of resenting or complaining.
And by making something would be even more fun. 🙂
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Snap shots in the Park (a Month ago)
Among the photo-file, I found those photos — Yah yah, I did those but been forgotten.
Just to have a walk, I carry my camera and just click for no purpose, hence I forget.
May be I’ve been doing too many project, but I’m dealing them only one at the time
—– unless it is on front of me, I’m not necessary remember another matter.
( May be this is the Zen though, others might say ” Oh, you are just getting old” 😀 )
As it was the Independence Day of Jamaica, there was a local event for the people.
Lots of cyclists. I found this family has mounted 5 bicycles on the car !
Yes it was yet another peaceful day. Nothing to write about.
Hence it has been forgotten — still, photos was in a memory card 😀
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Perfection
It is an interesting situation.
When we see a flower or intricate small insect we saw it is perfect.
Even though we human being is the one the most evolved and the most sophisticated creature
in this planet, still, the only one who feel “ I’m not perfect” (may be I should exclude you
in Political Correctness 😀 ) —– in general, if anyone say I’m perfect, others would boo you
and if you are believing yourself is perfect, you are likely a loner and known to be a nut. 😀
—– How come. What went wrong ?
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In Buddhist’s term, especially from the words of Master Dogen, we should know that we
were here as a part of Dharma hence we were perfected as we are, and have to learn
[ As-it-is-ness]= to become perfect as who you are.
This is exactly what Master Kogetsu told me in the Eihei-ji temple. “ You are just a failure to
be a photographer. Couldn’t settle and became as a perfect photographer” then I replied him,
“ What’s wrong with a photographer become a seeker ? Have look,
Lord Buddha forsaken to be a Prince and joined seeker bikku, didn’t he ?” —–
Master Kogetsu was incensed with this “ How outrageous, to use a comparison to
Lord Buddha”
( Incidentally, Master Dogen was not born to be a priest. He was a sun of noble, chief minister
serving to the Emperor = wealthy enough go abroad to study 😀 )
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But, before being as a photographer, I’m a human = Even perfect Samurai is, yet a human in the
same time —– is it a contradiction ? I don’t think so. This is, what a man’s situation is.
On the time of Master Dogen, it was a feudal society = born to be a farmer, the person IS a
farmer, nobody else = it was not a job or profession but a fixed cast.
Today though, to be a photographer is a mere chosen job. It can be changed just like a jacket.
And a job wouldn’t define who you are. To take Master Dogen’s words in the context of the
moment, it would make sense. = On the moment when a photographer is shooting with his
camera in his hand = he got to be perfect as a photographer. (yet in the night, he could be a
boring husband) —– still, [this is a man living as him, perfect “ as-he-is-ness” ]
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When we grow up, kids are seeing Heros, Superman or Super Robot (Gandum ?) etc, and as
we got huge brain and memory bank, we build up a kind of ideal figure and become aware
of should be standard. —- and always there is a person who can do it better — we realize
how we are not perfect. Whether an awareness of this imperfection drives us to make it
perfect or by something another urge = it is an interesting argument, still strangely, we give
an effort to make it better or perfect. === isn’t this an obsession ?
Or, the image of Superman or who ever the ideal perfection —– isn’t it a delusion ?
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—– blessing to your ears is, it’s good to give an effort to make it perfect though, we never
achieve perfection as we are never be perfect.
I’ve met quite few Masters who can produce phenomenal perfection in his crafts etc.
—– something remarkable is, non of them said it is perfect, hence he is still trying
to achieve its perfection = it is an on-going project.
Being as an imperfect existence as it is, is what Buddhist calls [as-it-is-ness] —– and this is
the Enlightenment and that is why all the Masters found it [It’s a dog shit].
So, be relax, you may not too far from the enlightenment. 😀
( It’s mean, believing and cherishing something, such as spiritual perfection
might be in vain = it might be an illusion or delusion, even worse, could be a
fraud in your text book) 😀
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What Photography to do with Buddhism
Someone asked me “ Why Photography in a Zen blog ?”
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The understanding of Zen is so wildly varied, let alone the understanding of the Buddhism.
It spreads from vague spiritualism to an endless peculiar practice.
A reason is that it lays in the person’s subconsciousness. Hence, the person oneself couldn’t
see it clearly, let alone the others, even the teacher.
Since, it was not clearly written down like as a Dogma, and to memorize it doesn’t mean
understood the Buddhism. (Though, some sect says, they got 100 of the rules written down
and follow them is the completion of the Buddhism.)
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My discovery of the Zen came from a peculiar practice = Disco Dancing 😀
With a peculiar mental tendencies habituated in my subconscious, I realized, this is
what people called the Zen —– Like a Pathological diagnosis, I found the symptoms all
matches to the description of the Zen of the past masters =
hence I understood, what I’m living is the Zen.
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So that, in Zen, the matter is a mental state or so-called mind-set, while the one is DOING
something. = Doing it unconsciously with the mind-set of what
Lord Buddha stated = IS the Buddhism. = Hence, able to receive all the benefit to live with
the Dharma. —– Here, it is crucial to be unconscious (=in Mushin).
We can do a thing without thinking but not able to do thinking without thinking 😀
Try to do Mushin or talking it consciously is just a pretense or mimicry 😀
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Photography is a secondly art (it doesn’t mean second class art 🙂 ) = unlike an abstract
drawing or sculpture, unless the subject is there, its photograph couldn’t be created.
In other words, photography has to follow the existence and its moment.
That moment is the only moment. Photography is to capture and deals with this MOMENT.
As Lord Buddha stated, “Nothing stays the same and they change moment to moment”.
= Photography has to face this situation straight.
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Why and how you encounter its situation or subject was not necessary what you expected or
designed. = To encounter it was what the Karma has worked. You may think that
the idea to come to the garden to take picture was what you conceived and planed by yourself
alone though, without Karma has had pulled a string, you didn’t get the idea in the first place.
Whether you are aware or not this is how the system works.
And this system = the mechanism of the Dharma is what
Lord Buddha elucidated. = This is the Buddhism which is applicable even to a non-Buddhist.
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And we have to follow the subject = we didn’t create it, hence this is a secondly art =
we have to accept a humble position to be a secondly creator. Therefore, we have to see
the world with humble open eyes but at most diligent way, down to the minute details.
Once we start to see the subjects, what we are seeing is the environment or most likely
the nature. —– In fact, we are seeing the Dharma.
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When we try to capture and focus the subject, are we thinking what to eat for lunch ? =
Not only the lens, we are focusing what we need to do without any thinking but with full
attention to the subject on front of the camera whole heartedly.
This is the moment of Mushin and the Mindfulness.
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Then “Got it” = but what we got ? —– Even though we might think “I’ve got iconic image”
it is a mere reflection of the subject in the memory card, which could just disappear with a
glitch in a computer. —– And in most of the case, it wouldn’t do anything with the person’s
finance = it is nothing but a selfless, greed less act = expect no reward, still needs to put
so much effort for taking.
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—– Isn’t this Zen Buddhism ? —– If not, What else 🙂
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ZEN in Making
Well, the title Zen in Making is the double
meaning. 🙂
Zen is not coming but you need to make it.
So, I’m making it or doing it by Making, literally.
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The people who was attracted to the Buddhism with its
mythical, hence intellectual connotations, it might be a
phenomenon, utterly out of expectation though, this is
what Lord Buddha taught as to gain the state of
the Mushin (Mind of No-Mind, since No-Self,
= since No Atman = Perpetual Soul kind what Brahmanism taught,never exists)
—– it’s mean the widely believed myth of Reincarnation is the later invention of the
professional monk who needed to enslave the followers to keep donating the money to them
(otherwise you will go to the hell and reincarnates into a beasts) —– though, what
Lord Buddha taught was “The death is THE Nirvana = No more suffering there”
(Since, it was called Nirvana = fire just goes off = no glorious departure to the heaven kind 🙂
—– But, if everybody can get Nirvana naturally, no need to pay money and ask the monk 😀 )
That was why, the Buddhism was the revolution ! (Rich and poor alike, all can get Nirvana).
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Some people has misinterpretation of the Buddhism, as Teachings is the Teachings of how to die.
This is a misconception. If you see the structure of the Teachings = The observation of
the Dharma lead to the understanding of its mechanism = the relation of each element, its
Cause and the effect = Definition of the Karma. As the mechanism is in constant flow of the
Cause = Occurrence, which never stop = hence it led to the understanding of No Perpetual
Existence = Everything keep changing = hence the Life of Man too = Death is only the End.
As everything keep changing and Time never stops = Life has to deal with
what the one is immediately facing. = Anything is NOT there mean, it is only in the MIND.
Death fallen into the same category = Unless a Man is there in the moment of Death, Death is
not an existence = What the Man has to deal is The Current issue = TO LIVE the LIFE.
Likewise, when Fish-tin is on front —> Just deal with it. Even think NO ELSE. = ZEN.
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Other than the practice how to keep up dairy life such as the way to walk, beg a food and talk
with people, only few sample of the [special] teachings of the
Lord Buddha was scripted. One of the most well-known episode was, how Kisa Gotami was let
running the house to house looking for the seeds.
Another story was how Chuli Pantak (Shuri Bantoku in Japanese) was ordered to sweep the
grounds of the Deer Garden.
Both stories are highlighting the repeated continuous practice lead the person’s
mind to the state of Mushin hence enable to get Enlightenment.
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This tradition was kept by the Buddhists, thousands of the years.
As a good sample, I wrote about the artistic practice of an artist Pok (link here) some time ago.
Please read how and why his work is the Buddhism (as he is aware and says too).
And my practice here is a part of the work to make a housing to a LED Ring Light.
To make an inner casing of the Ring Light, I found a fish tin which got the matching
size for the purpose.
To make a fish tin to be used as the inner pipe, the bottom part has to be removed = I did it
by drilling a lots of holes (about 70 holes by 1.5mm drill), then after the bottom was removed,
the jagged edge was filed and made to a smooth circle which is matching the 77mm filter ring
(by which, the Ring Light can be fixed on front of the lens).
—– technical detail would be explained in the later post.
—– Here, I’m showing how laborious the repeating work is 😀
Technically, there are many ways to cut the metal in such case = laser cutting, high-pressure
water cutting etc though, it spoil the game and unless the machine is in my hand and ask
somebody specialist to do the work, it would be very expensive = this is a poor man’s DIY.
(it may seem laborious though, soon or later it will be finished, and still have a fun. 😀 )
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What I’m saying is, this is what the Zen Practice is. = Zen or Buddhism is not a magic
or imaginary fantasy (hence, not thinking), but an effort to DO the job bit by bit. Because of
Lord Buddha did teach it. He was not a successful austere Yogi (otherwise, he could have
become a miracle Superman) but ordinary human being. And he taught ordinary people.
Because he was not a Superman, he felt the Life is in suffering. —– He didn’t find the life is
an opportunity to perform and show-off supernatural miracles. (Hence, he was not a Divine).
To make a Life, a person has to make a Life to do something, not sitting and thinking but to DO.
To ordinary people, to DO mean, by their own mean, not in miraculous spectacular way but DO
the job next by next, bit by bit. = This is the Life. Hence, the Teachings of
Lord Buddha was accordingly. = No miracle answer or super natural phenomena.
(That’s why a story of the Rain drop curves a rock, was in Zen story ! )
( —– I’m not implying you should drill a fish-tin. 😀 = I only showing a sample, there are
many this kind of concentration or so-called mindfulness behind the craft work or art pieces.
They are in fact, the ZEN.
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