Perfection
It is an interesting situation.
When we see a flower or intricate small insect we saw it is perfect.
Even though we human being is the one the most evolved and the most sophisticated creature
in this planet, still, the only one who feel “ I’m not perfect” (may be I should exclude you
in Political Correctness 😀 ) —– in general, if anyone say I’m perfect, others would boo you
and if you are believing yourself is perfect, you are likely a loner and known to be a nut. 😀
—– How come. What went wrong ?
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In Buddhist’s term, especially from the words of Master Dogen, we should know that we
were here as a part of Dharma hence we were perfected as we are, and have to learn
[ As-it-is-ness]= to become perfect as who you are.
This is exactly what Master Kogetsu told me in the Eihei-ji temple. “ You are just a failure to
be a photographer. Couldn’t settle and became as a perfect photographer” then I replied him,
“ What’s wrong with a photographer become a seeker ? Have look,
Lord Buddha forsaken to be a Prince and joined seeker bikku, didn’t he ?” —–
Master Kogetsu was incensed with this “ How outrageous, to use a comparison to
Lord Buddha”
( Incidentally, Master Dogen was not born to be a priest. He was a sun of noble, chief minister
serving to the Emperor = wealthy enough go abroad to study 😀 )
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But, before being as a photographer, I’m a human = Even perfect Samurai is, yet a human in the
same time —– is it a contradiction ? I don’t think so. This is, what a man’s situation is.
On the time of Master Dogen, it was a feudal society = born to be a farmer, the person IS a
farmer, nobody else = it was not a job or profession but a fixed cast.
Today though, to be a photographer is a mere chosen job. It can be changed just like a jacket.
And a job wouldn’t define who you are. To take Master Dogen’s words in the context of the
moment, it would make sense. = On the moment when a photographer is shooting with his
camera in his hand = he got to be perfect as a photographer. (yet in the night, he could be a
boring husband) —– still, [this is a man living as him, perfect “ as-he-is-ness” ]
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When we grow up, kids are seeing Heros, Superman or Super Robot (Gandum ?) etc, and as
we got huge brain and memory bank, we build up a kind of ideal figure and become aware
of should be standard. —- and always there is a person who can do it better — we realize
how we are not perfect. Whether an awareness of this imperfection drives us to make it
perfect or by something another urge = it is an interesting argument, still strangely, we give
an effort to make it better or perfect. === isn’t this an obsession ?
Or, the image of Superman or who ever the ideal perfection —– isn’t it a delusion ?
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—– blessing to your ears is, it’s good to give an effort to make it perfect though, we never
achieve perfection as we are never be perfect.
I’ve met quite few Masters who can produce phenomenal perfection in his crafts etc.
—– something remarkable is, non of them said it is perfect, hence he is still trying
to achieve its perfection = it is an on-going project.
Being as an imperfect existence as it is, is what Buddhist calls [as-it-is-ness] —– and this is
the Enlightenment and that is why all the Masters found it [It’s a dog shit].
So, be relax, you may not too far from the enlightenment. 😀
( It’s mean, believing and cherishing something, such as spiritual perfection
might be in vain = it might be an illusion or delusion, even worse, could be a
fraud in your text book) 😀
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